HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL

pano ko ba 'to uumpisahan? (siguradong mahaba ang isang 'to)
NEW YEAR'S EVE ngayon diba?
ibang-iba ang new year ko ngayon kumpara sa mga past years...

kasi ngayon...
3 lang kami nila mama at papa na magcecelebrate ng NEW YEAR
wala na kasi dito si kuya...
medyo malungkot.

tahimik ang new year ko ngayon kasi
walang biniling paputok si papa ngayon...
wala naman din kasing gagamit.

walang ganong handa...
wala naman kasing kakain...
si mama diet...
ako mahina kumain..
si papa mataas ang blood sugar...

mas gugustuhin kopa na manatili sa loob ng bahay
kasi wala din namang magandang gagawin sa labas...

bago sumapit ang 12am
nasa meyc. pa kami
then Sm naman...
at na realized ko na ang panget pala ng scenario
sa SM pag nag clo-closing na:))

basta ibang-iba ang new year's eve namin ngayon
malungkot...
wala pa si charnelle...
nakakalungkot talaga...

mas gusto ko pang isulat ang blog entry na 'to
kesa hintayin mag alas-dose..

hindi na rin siguro ako tatalon pag 12am na
ayoko nang gawin yun
sawang-sawa na ako!!!

nga pala...
new year new life diba?
nag OL ako sa ym
at na ka-chat ko yung dati kong chatmates
nakakatuwa din kasi na missko mag ym

yun lang siguro...
kung may babaguhin ako for the year 2009
yun ay ang pagiging tamad na bata...

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sa lahat ng mga nakilala ko this 2008
masaya ako at nakilala ko kayo,
sana ganun pa rin hanggang sa susunod na mga taon...
HAPPY ENW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

Smallest paper Nintendo DS even has tiny game

look at this one...

i've saw this while browsing the net...

i'm desperately wanting to have a nintendo DS lite...

Someone with a combined love of Nintendo’s DS and craft projects created with paper, not to mention some skills, has created what we believe to be the smallest replica of the Nintendo DS Lite. The little DS measures just 1.4 inches at its longest point and SonicScape Jun, the creator, even took the time to make a Nintendodgos game cartridge that actually fits in. The top also opens to reveal the double screens via a toothpick powered hinge.

From looking at the photos it appears that some incredible attention to detail and time was taken to make this little DS lite, but the maker of this paper design created a DIY video showing how you can make your own inside of 90 minutes with just scissors, pen knife, glue and this template. We’re thinking there is also an undisclosed prerequisite of skill that would significantly increase this time for most of us.

via Technabob

random-nes galore part2

i've just finished my summary...
i got to do my critical analysis then...
but i don't know how...
which makes me go crazy and think of several things...

am i really an earthling?
what if...i'm an ALIEN?
kyahahaha~

i've always believed that i am a female yellow alien...
why yellow?
nothing in particular...
i can be a pink alien...
whatcha say?
XDD

i've been thinking that...
what if i'm not an earthling at all...
ow did i already said that?
wutteburr~

and if i am not an earthling...
then, what kind of life form am i?
hihihihi

if ever i'll be given a chance to transform into something...
i think i'll be...
....
an alien!
ROFL

aliens are cute right?
they're cute for the sense that they're
very different from y'all earthlings out there...
they're unique~right?
kind'a creepy and slimmy?
LOL
my stupid imagination gone wild...

i wanted to express myself ever since...
the real me...
but somehow, i got tired of it
and found out that i'm just plain and simple...
nothing to be proud about...
i'm just yarr typical girl~
maybe you'll hate or love.

i'm just plain and simple
like the other girls out there...
they sleep, eat, study, and dream like i do

when i was still young...
i did not think of anything but myself,
but as i grew old...
i've became more conscious with my surroundings...
with the so called norms
the do's and the don'ts
my behavior has been modified...
meaning to say... i've learned!

my points of view and how i look at life...
they've changed as well.


if i am about to introduce myself....

nikki is basically a fun loving girl...
PLAIN AND SIMPLE~ don't forget that one.
loves pink so much
loves strawberry sundaes and strawberry cream frap
nikki has a heart for animals~
obsessed with bunnies
a self proclaimed alien
one lazy ass
nikki is sooo random~
a crybaby!
a brat...

when it comes to love...
i can assure you that i don't know much about love
for when i was still kind'a young...
i focused more on stupid things such as:
arts, music, friends, movies, foods, latest, fashion, etc.
you see?
i never ever thought of this LOVE thinggy...

i thought that this LOVE thinggy are for adults ONLY
that i must keep my butt out of that matter...
i've never loved someone...except my family and friends.

it's hard for me to trust someone who says they love me...
'coz honestly i don't know if they really mean it or what.

but you know what?

lastely...
my world became topsyturvey all because of this so called love.
i dunno if i'm in love for i really dunno what love means...
but it feels right...

whoa...
do aliens have feelings?
do they fall in love?

i do believe in the possibility that aliens do exists~
for there are no alien issues if they're just some
stupid made ups...
"kung walang apoy...walang usok"
make sense huh?

and to sum this stupid blog entry
hell yeah~
i'm NOT making any sense at all
i'm super stupid talaga!!!
XDD

well all i can say is that...
it's not always..to see is to believe...
why not try... to feel is to believe?
or to taste is to believe?
kyahahahaha!!!

i'm still confused if i'm a human of any sort or what
i'm kind'a confused as well~
if i'm weird or i just plain...
if i'm senseless or full of sense?

wutteburr
i'm still me..
even ifi'm an earthling or what...
but still i wanted to do something...

i wanted to eat!!!
owwww hungry nikki!!!!

survey got it from sieg

You must answer every question
TRUTHFULLY

[01]Do you ever wonder what your ex is up to?
-- nah.

[02]Have you ever been given roses?
-- yup.

[03]What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
-- my sassy girl

[04]Had a Long Distance Relationship?
-- how long? XD

[05]Do you believe in this saying-What goes around comes around?
-- why not...

[06]Do you want to get married?
-- of course...but not NOW

[07]How many kids do you want to have?
-- three...i want three!!!

[08]Whats your favorite color(s)?
-- pink...hot pink!

[09]Who was the last person you held hands with?
-- held hands...person? i was gonna answer my puppy booba...XD

[10]Do you believe in love at first sight?
-- yeah...im an idiot!

[11]Would you kiss the last person
-- last person wutt? last person i love? why not!

[12]At what age did you start noticing the opposite gender?
-- opposite...ahmmmmn... 3rd yr HS

[13]Do you like anyone?
-- NO!!! i love someone!

[14]Do you know someone who likes you?
-- yeah~demmit

[15]Do you love anyone?
-- yah yah yah!!!

[16]Do they know you like/love them?
-- YES!

[17]Why did you and your most recent ex break up?
-- ahmnnn...religion! he doesn'd know how to worship a GODDESS like me!XD

[18]When did you two last speak to one another?
-- the ex? ahmmmn ym...

[19]Would you get back together with your ex?
-- im not closing my doors...windows lang XD

[20]What comes to your mind when you think of love?
-- love...something sweet that makes you crazy na parang baliw...like this XD

[21]Is there anyone who knows you inside and out?
-- ow...God ;)

my NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION

MY NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION

har har...sounds funny huh?
well...everybody does this kind of shit right?
and it's timely...
so why can't i?

ROFL

NOTE: [the list is RANDOM...for i am a RANDOM alien]

here it is:

1. Lessen the amount of my food intake.
(ow holy cow...help me to do so...)

2. Be a nice girl...would smile even once in a while.

3. Stop eating/drinking these so called "makasalanang foods and drinks".
(and i hope so...)

4. Stop being such a lazy ass. Avoid absences
(can i?)

5. Be punctual you lazy alien!!!

6. Review, research, read...do yarr homeworks and school stuffs.
(i really have to do this one)

7. Be courteous....Use po and opo.
(okay po!)

8. Save...nikki save... same money!!! don't be such a dumbass...
be wise with spending yarr money...
(owww~goodluck!)

9. Be tidy... learn to clean yarr house...have initiative...learn how to cook!

10. improve yarr self, love others, love him,love ayrr family, love yarr friends....
love yarr self

"IT'S ALL ABOUT LOVE"

"change is healthy as long as you change for the better"

random-ness galore

i miss blogg'n
weeeeeeeeeee~
it's so nice to blog
uhmmmmn~

whooooa here it comes again
my random thoughts
shuuuu~
get away from me

*ROFL*

+FIRST ROUND+

okay here's the deal...
why are there these so called crossroads?
not the literal crossroads or intersection of roads!!!
what i mean is that...

"why does a certain creature have to pass our lives?"

does destiny really exists?
and if so...
what's its difference from coincidence and accidents?


kyaaaaaaaaaaaaah~
get off of my mind
you silly thought!!!!

so back to the topic...
huh?!!!
do we have any topic here?
it's random~
*ROFLOL*

i used to believe in destiny...
but as time goes by,
i've realized that there are no such thing as destiny.
there are also no such things as coincident and accidents
for the fact that everything and anything in this life has its own purpose.
everything and anything happens for a reason...
~and that particular reason...i dunno!
and it's making me crazy!!!


+SECOND ROUND+

i have so many "WHAT IFs in life"

what if i didn't do this?
what if i did that?
what if i tried this?
what if i did not?

and i've found out that i must not let opportunity pass me by
to avoid these what ifs...
live life to the fullest indeed~

"opportunity knocks once"
-but...do we have to take all these opportunities in life?
what if it'll cause us harm?
(ZOMG!!! i'm back with my what ifs...AGAIN!)
LMAO
well..i just have to avoid having these what ifs 'coz they're not healthy at all...
they somewhat makes me regretful of something!
demmit!!!


+THIRD ROUND+

"why do people cry?"
is it healthy?
is it bad?

what is being expressed when we cry?

well...i admit that im'ma cry baby!!!
"madali akong umiyak"

whenever i watch a drama flick~i cry
whenever i get teased~ i cry
whenever i get hurt~ i cry
whenever i get scolded~ i cry
etc. etc. etc.

and i'm super used to it...
but sometimes it makes me wonder why am i such a cry baby...
sometimes...i don't even know why am i crying...
it's weird~i know.

my mum once told me to stop crying...
i replied by saying: "how can i?i can't! it keeps on flowing outt'a my eyes..."
*sigh*
it seems that i can't control my feelings..
am i emotional?
i dunno~
and i don't want to...

i want to stop crying...
but i can't.

"ayoko nang umiyak...pagod na ako sa kakaiyak...kung may isang pool siguro napuno ko na...mula bata hanggang nagyon lagi na lang akong umiiyak...maga na mata ko masakit na puso ko...ayoko na!"

so i was like thinking why do people cry?
i still don't know the answer...
maybe...that's just he way it is....
and i have to live with it...

yays!!!!
i'm frigg'n starving!!!
i'll be eating na...
whoaaaa~
these random thoughts are making me hungry like hell
hahahaha

funny...

nikki's homeworks

i'm currently OL in my yahoo messenger
BUT as usual...
i'm in invi mode...
(im'ma ninja)

offline messages...
uhhh~right!
seems that no one misses me there...
LMAO

ow before i forgot
happy new year everyone!!!


this past few days...
i've been sleeping as hell!!!
for i got nothing to do~

i miss sleeping...
sigh

it's one of the few things that makes me happy

ow just when i thought i could enjoy my vacation
here comes our homework!
*evil evil evil*

we are required to do a CRITICAL ANALYSIS
of this 2short stories that JOSE GARCIA VILLA wrote...
the fence
and
footnote to youth

i haven't started on it yet thou~
for i don't have the copies for hell's sake!!!
i can't find the whole story here in the net...
and it's driving me nuts!

~and i'm still super damn lazy to find one anyway.

i've managed to research about our assignment in ethics:
NAPKIN FOLDING
wholla!!! are we HRM students or what?
but it's fine thou~

BAD NEWS is that i'm super lazy once again...
to uhmmmn~ memorize those rights of a TEACHER
*i hope that's correct*
XDDD
i'm like super lame in memorization...
it's piss'n me off!!!

are there anymore assignments?
i think that'll be it.

i got to somehow manage my time
and maximize my study time
(if i have that so called study time)
XDDD

ta'ta!!!
bye for now lovers!!!

still UPDATING DEC.23'08

i am pretty busy with my PSP
i can't hardly do my chores
b'coz of it
due to excessive playing
LMAO

will i ever start working with my home works?
kyahahaha!!!

OMG
it's freez'n cold
it's x-mas~

can't wait 'til new year

new me
new life
wait for mata plox!!!

oh yeah!
a mail arrived from unisilver with GC in it
it's for my brother's delayed BIRTHDAY
hayssss~
hope he'll give it tome na lang...
PLOOOOOOX

-nikki signing OFF-

NIKKI ISH BACK

im still alive~
holla pipz!!!

my! how glad am i...
it's finally x-mas break!
i've already got my psp!
no more haggard days at school!

bad news...
1.i've been advised to take those booster shot thinggies for rabis
'coz i was scratched by my pet chihuahua (trixie)
2.i'll be missing my friends at school~
*sob*
3.i don't have even a single penny and it makes me sick!
4.we don't have classes but we have TONS OF HOMEWORKS!!!

demmmit!!!
how am i supposed to enjoy my x-mas vacation
with all of these!?

got to relax...
*sigh*

meet TRIXIE

i've got a new love
her name is trixie
love her sooo much!!!

she is a female chuwawa
6mons old:))

here's her picture:


cute cute cute
sweet and loving



hihihihi
moi isg\h super happy
everything is going well
and i love it
trials
trials
trials

it's all over
:))

rant i hate him!!!

"i've been so much confused...
these last few days..."


this love-hate relationship with my lalab~

why can't he understand me?

what is dating?
can we consider going out with a friend as dating?
and if so...
what's the big deal?

whoa!
maturity...
can't he be more mature?
this whole thing is killing me...
it sucks!

someone just trash talk'd nikki?!!!

someone just trash talk'd me at multiply..
i don't know her
and i don't even fuck'n care
who she is!!!

but even though she trash talk'd me...
i don't give a damn...
and~
this is sooo very NOT me~
maybe i'm super immune na sa mga forums
with all the flamming and bashing
with other forumers...
or maybe...
i've out grown them all!!!

am i being more mature...
OR
her trash talks dosen't TURN ME ON AT ALL?

i mean...
parang wala lang...
minura nya ako...
and then?
WHAT'S NEXT?
IS THAT ALL YOU'VE GOT BRIGHT ASS?
BRING 'EM ON LAME BRAIN!!!

NOVEMBER 28 '08

im back...
it's been a while...
my mouse got busted!!!
harhar
new mouse in the house!!!
thank you!!!

what can i say?
what should i say?

oh! about FRIDAY!
that was FUN!!!

we decided to celebrate something~
XDDD
but sad thing is that we're only 4
namely: jelo,claire,moi and iban...
boo-hoo the others didn't came,
but that was okay!
we still did have a great time~

after that we went off to school
but we're totally late
so we decided to head off aning's house...

that's it...
wahaha!!!
all i can say is that we're fine
we're all fine!

happy birthday to moi

it's my birthday today!!!
and ate jas' birth day too!!!


it's not actually my birthday~
but let's consider it that way!!!

im so happy...
i know it'll just be an ordinary day
but who knows?
XDDD

im more excited for tomorrow...
i just wish that it'll be a blast tomorrow!!!
me and my BFFs are planning
to hang out @ grace's place...
food trip and everything....

i am super excited~
looking forward for tomorrow's celebration

weeeeeee!!!
uber joy!!!

my thoughts....

i am emotionally disturbed!!!
agree?!!!
LMFAO

i am once again...
assigned to...
*drumrolls*
VALSCI~

and what can i say?

demmit!!!
it really hurts on my part...

kyahahaha!!!
yebah!
i am bitter~
so what?!
kiss my ass and die sucker!!!

i have to burst this shit out
or else...
i'll DIE!!!


i am indeed bitter for what had happened!!!
'coz i was the frigg'n one who wrote down are names
to be assigned at MALINTA NAT'L HIGH SCHOOL
but i was the one who was not assigned there!!!
i mean...
"HELLO?! ARE YOU KIDD'N ME OR WHAT?
IT'S ABSOLUTELY NOT FUNNY!!!"

i hate it
i hate it
i soooooo damn hate it!!!!


why is this happening to me?!
i really wanted to have my observations
at MALINTA NAT'L HIGH SCHOOL(for a change)
but demmit!!!
i was AGAIN assigned to VALSCI...
even though i've strongly disagreed to that idea...
grrrrrrrr~
why oh why!!!
why can't my professor understand me!!!

i'm NOT saying that i don't like it there...
i just DON'T feel the vibes~vibrations?...
if you know what i mean...
j:k

but what can i do...
yeah right...
accept the fact that i am once again assigned there...
i have to do my job
and be obedient enough to observe there...
*sigh*

aja patatas nikki!!!
gambatte gambatte gambatte!!!
it's yarr frigg'n damn f*ck'n fate~

why am i soooo UNLUCKY?!
i hate it...

*sob*

updating once again!!!

hey im back
did y'all miss me?
LMFAO
i know...
you DON'T
LOL

what happened?
i'm super busy...
y'all knew that!!!

friday...
we've got bonding moments as usual...
it's scheduled every friday~lamebrains!!!
it was really FUn
wacky...

thank God we got home
safely!!!

yeah about the webcam thinggy...
it's all fixed!
im NOT dumb!!!

NOV.22~that was my bro's birth day
so HAPPY BIRTH DAY kuya!!!

what else?
i think that'll be it...
ADIOS~

updating my accnts.

UPDATING!!!
yes i've been out for a while...
what's up world?
XDDDD

recall...
my last blog entry is about FS stupid services...
what the hell?
it's already NOVEMBER 19?!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!
ALL THANKS TO SMART BRO'S DISCONNECTION
DAMN-NESS!!!

well MONDAY...
MONDAY was a great day!!!
me and my girls hang out!
that was really FUN
though~
my akai ito got really MAD at me
'coz im such a biatch!!!
i'm a badass yellow alien!!!
i'm super duper sorry akai ito
don't leave me PLOX
HUH!!!!

well... let's not talk about it
'coz we're a-OKAY na!!!!
as-in!!!

i think there's no more updates...
i hate my subjects
they're all exhausting...
it's killing me BIG TIME
huhuhuhuhu~

im sooo GLAD to be back!
*hugs*

demmit MAINTENANCE

what's with the world?
i mean...HELLO?!
almost 2-days of MAINTENANCE?
hell-yeah i'm talking about friendster's POOR services!
demmit!!!
XDDD

i cannot access to friendster!
and it's almost 2days...
just when i needed to contact some of my friends there
grrrrrrrrrr

right now...
i'm pretty busy with my MYYEAR.BOOK.COM. accnt.
try it!
it's FUN!!!

that's all...
demmit FS

Happy BEErday MARICON MAE

weeee i'm fine...
don't worry...
i'm still me
LFMAO

happy birthday maricon mae
thanks for the food
weeeee children's party ba ito?

honestly i was really happy
for i experienced being a child once again
LOL

i mean with all that chinese garter...
agawang buko
batuhang buko
blah blah blah
that was really funny~
though~ i enjoyed it a lot!!!

thanks to aning for her special participation
my daxz and L9 barkada
some biosci pipz
i love you all!!!

ang saya ng buhay~
b'coz of you all
hmmmmn~
ang masasabi ko lang ay:
"hindi ako lasing...nahihilo lang ako!"
demmit!!!
XDDDD

back to school!

my sembreak is almost over...
i mean ALMOST...
'coz tomorrow is our first day of classes
for the 2nd semester...

i'm still kind'a lazy to go to school...
though~ ther's this part of me that wants to.

actually...
i had been longing for my
classmates/friends...
basically they're the main reasons
why i am still eager to go to school...
my school life would be dull with 'em!
without my Daxz and L9 barkada!
i lalabshooo all!!!

so see y'all tomorrow minna!!!
i'll be waiting...
'til tomorrow!

RANT: i hate our schedule!!!
demmit!!!!

hackers=dummies

what about hacking?
is it fun huh?
i dunno...
for i am not a hacker~
LMAO

na-hack kasi diba sila:
cool at dongrory sa +EMO+ na group
hmmmmn~
if ever ma ha-hack ako...
okay lang siguro...
wala naman kahit na anong special sa account ko sa FS eh
kaso pati ba naman ym at DA
na hack?
tsk3
malas lang...

then kaninang morning...
na ka chat ko si aries
oo the great aries~
i mean aries the great pala!!

discussion about sakanya and brock..
aba malay ko!!!
malay ko kung bogus nya si brock o bogus sya ni brock
kung sino man ang pilot o bogus...
wala akong alam!!!
XDDD

then pinabuksan nya yung FS nya sakin
d ko naman nabuksan...
sabi nya baka daw na hack...
ewan ko~
malay ko kung isang career move lang yun
XDD
pero pina-plug ko a rin
at kasalukuyan kong pinopost sa lahat ng groups
na na-hack nga ang accnt. nya
yun lang...

natatawa ako...
bakit ba nauso yang mga hack-hack na yan...
genius ba ang mga hackers?
nah!
mga idiot sila...
nagtatago sa likod ng computer...
mga faggots!!!
XDDD

Today's Menu of Good Music

listening to good music...
today's menu:

HALE
YEAH WHAT"S SO WRONG WITH HALE?
DAMN YOU ALL!!!
hilera
sandwich
sugarfree
paroky ni edgary
LMAO
paramita
pedicab
greyhaundz
tame the tikbalang

feeling OPM huh?!
yeah~
i miss being an avid fan of OMP bands...
i mean the real thing...
not those so called PA-POGI BANDS
i hate them!!!

missing the 90's rockscene

got nothing to do as usual...
so i opened the pc...
hmmmn i was browsing the net...
fs/multiply/photoblog/blogscene etc.

then, i opened the speaker...
i seldom do that for i wanted a quiet surrounding...
though...i still opened it
kyahahaha!!!

i started browsing for wolfgang and the youth's songs...
wahahaha!!!
i miss'd those bands fo'real!!!
i can still recall my elementary days...
*giggles*

super hot talaga ni basti right?
*right and left pa!!!*
o sige pati na rin si dong abay...
XDDDD

so ended up sound tripp'n the whole day!!
hmmmn~
i was just wondering where are those great bands na ba?
i miss the 90's rock scene...
compared today...
the music industry today is really healthy...
a lot of bands here and there...
BUT they're not at great compared to the 90's...
sob
papogi bands nga daw eh~
nakakmiss tuloy...

me and my SHADEZ

ever since...
i really love shades!
it helps me to hid my fugly eyes!!
yeah yeah yeah!!!

but i don't collect 'em...
'coz of my negligence i've always lost 'em
booo-hooo!!!

but last sunday i've bought myself a new one
from eye channel!!!
it's kind'a expensive for a shades...
but who cares?!
i love it!
and yun ang mahalaga!
right!!!



someone told me that it doesn't suits me...
nah
i don't think sooo...
go on and do your frgg'n thang sistah!!!
i'm not affected at all!!!

me and my mum

this is a NOT so late post..
XDDD

me and my mum
are really close!
hmmmn~
goi'n to the mall is our recreation...
shopp'n-eati'n!!!
LOVE IT!!!

we super love eat'n
here are some photos from our last
bonding moments...
from red ribbon to pizza hut

i want to be REAL

hmmmn this is kind'a embarassing though...
i'll be blogg'n it...

i hate it!!!
i uber hate it!
i hate myself!
i hate my so called NOT BEING SHOWY!!
i just hate it!!!

why can't i just burst it all out?
why oh why oh why!!!

it's really hard for me to express my true feelings...
i just think that...
if i do so...
i'll be a weakling!!!
nyahahahaha!!!

ever since...
i've always kept my real feelings inside...
for example...

when i'm happy...my face is still neutral...
no reactions at all!!!
whoa!!!

same when i'm annoyed or pissed...
my face is still the same!
what the heck?!

i want to show them that
I'M STRONG!!!
but it's really hard...
whew~

i'm sooo sorry ______.
i really wanted to show you that i lalab joo...
but i just can't!!!
SORRY

moi song for joo!!!

Can't Smile Without You- Barry Manilow

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who would have believed that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile

Can't Smile Without YOu- Barry Manilow

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you


i lalab thish song
go on laugh at it
i hate you
demm't!!!!

joo are moi AKAI ITO

have you recalled?
i've once called you my AKAI ITO...
indeed you are...

honestly i don't believe in such things...
though...
i still hope.

actually, i avoid using such term...
until you came...
i just wish that you're the one...
my akai ito.
akai ito... soul mate...
do they really exist?
it's kind'a hard for me to believe in such myths...
though, there's no harm in believing!

Akai ito..it was said as the RED STRING OF FATE...
do you believe in fate?
do you believe in destiny?

-belief originating from Chinese legend. According to this myth, the gods tie an invisible red string around the ankles of men and women who are destined to be soul mates and will one day marry each other. According to Chinese legend, the deity in charge of "the red thread" is believed to be Yuelaothe old lunar matchmaker god who is also in charge of marriages.

"An invisible red thread connects those who are destined to meet,
regardless of time, place, or circumstance.
The thread may stretch or tangle,
but it will never break."
- an ancient Chinese belief

The two people connected by the red thread are said to be destined lovers, regardless of time, place or circumstances. It is said that this magical cord may stretch or tangle, but never break. This myth is similar to the Western concept of soulmates or a twin flame.
The legend has since also become a popular myth in Japanese culture and other East Asian cultures.

you are my soulmate..
i dunno how far we'll go...
but one thing is for sure...
i'll do anything to keep you~my AKAI ITO.

uber love FOOD~dunno how to COOK

food food food

i soooo love 'em
i love to eat...
who doesn't?
kyahahahahhaha!!!
XDDDD

but..
i dunno how to!
that's why i envy those who are good with it.
i think they're very blessed!

yeah...there are tutorials here at the net
though...
i'm a self-proclaimed slow learner.
hell-yeah!!!

i thing it's very laborous and
a very tiring work to do
though
i love to watch cooking shows.

i'm an avid ka-toque fan
shhhhhhh~
kyahahhahaha!!!
funny huh?
YEAH!!!!
i'm a FAN!!!
i make it a point to watch their show @ QTV11
shhhhhhhhh~

nah...
i just enjoy their show...
'coz they're like uber good friends,
enjoying their thang together...

i also love chef Rob's show at the same network
for me....
guys who know how to cook
are uber~ HOT
i fancy them....
kyahahahaha!!!
i dunno...
but they look so damn cool while cooking...

ohhhhhh~
envious moi
XDDDD

missing u

MAGTATAGALOG AKO!!!
hell-yeah!!!

hmmmmmmmmmmmnnn...
miss na kita!!!
OPO!

alam ko...hindi ako mabuting bata.
lagi kita ni-aaway at ni-aasar...
kaya nga sorry naman!!!

dang hirap ng buhay pag wala ka!
totoo nga...
saka mo lang malalaman ang halaga ng isang bagay/tao kung wala na sya...
haysssssss!

hindi na ako makahingi ng tulong sayu,
wala ka namankasi dito eh.
mas magaling ka nga sa akin...
IDOL nga kita diba?

ayun,na corrupt yung memory card ng cp ko...
at tulad ng dati...wala akong alam!
pero atleast dahil sa pangangapa~ay nakapa ko naman
pano aayusin to!
ngayong wala ka na...
kahit mahirap ay natututo na ako sa sarili ko...
at hindi humihingi ng tulong mula sa iyo.

ang tagal pa kasi ng balik mo...
next year pa ba?
o baka sa next next year pa?
malungkot nga dyan...
pero gawin mo ang lahat para maging/manatiling masaya.

hanggang dito na lang kuya....

happy haloween

weeee it's haloween
happy haloween minna san!!!
*waves*
happy birthday mitch
love it!!!

i woke up real early for no reason...
it's my UNlucky day indeed!!!

i just uploaded some pics from our swimming
then one of my classmates text'd me saying:
"punta kayo here sa schoo!!!now na half day lang ang school!"
hell-yeah with matching exclamation point!
XDDD
so i rushed off to school!

i was very much relieved to know my grade in biochem
wooooooot!!!
i love it~ 1.75
XDDDD

i was able to apply for the dean's lister
c'mon!!!

but i didn't even had a chance to see toooot
so i decided to meet my mum
so i waited for about 30mins to know that she's already at the mall
so to compensate for everything...
she treat me at pizza hut~moi fave
bad thing is that my tummy hurt for i have eaten soooo much
i hate it!!!!

i am so damn exhausted
i believed we've already walked 10,000miles inside that mall
we bought toot tooot tooot
i mean SHE bought sooo much
i hate it!!!

well...
that'll be my haloween...
toot and i had a fight
though it's normal
and i can bear with it
im strong!!!

SWIMMING GALORE

this is a late blog entry...
i just don't feel like blogg'n anything for the past days...

so this entry is all about our swimming
actually that was my first swimming/slash/bonding time with the biosci pipz
'coz im just a frgg'n shifter
but anyway...
our wonderful swimming was held last oct.28 2008

advance birthday blow out of mitch
and monthsary of CLARZON28
LMAO!!!!

hmmmmmmmmmmmn...
honestly i've enjoyed it a lot
'coz im with my
friends and toooootXDDD
well it'll be more fun if daxzters are all present of course!

well, that'll be it...
it's a date to remember though~

NO more haggard NIKKI

whew!!! great thing that our thesis is almost over
i mean almost...
'coz we've got some revisions to do.
how we are relived to know our grade!!!
kyahahahaha!!!!

nice job guys!!!
XDDDD

i'm so damn happy!!!
one more exam then it's over!!!
sembreak here i come!!!
computer/net here i come!
chocolates/sundaes here i come!!!
sleep!!!ZOMG!!! sleep here i come!!!
freshness here i come!!!


no more haggard-ness
wahahaaha!!!
XDDDD

i think i'll be updating my accnts....
maybe next week...
i'm still kind'a busy this week...
whew!!! I'm so glad I'm back!!!!

stress-ful week

thesis...
hell-yeah...
i think i'm going crazy over
our requirements
i'm sooo damn tired...
i want to get a rest!!!
HELP PLOX!!!!

my group mates stayed for the night
here at my house.
that was actually a fun thing!
we just realized that we haven't done anything...
except ferom re-typing our chapter1
kyahahaha!!!

that was such a mess
though we had a time to do our portfolios....
i'm lacking creativity...
and i hate it!!!

i'll just remain simple...
i'll keep my portfolio as simple and plain as possible
ahooooooooooooooooo~

i miss'd blogg'n!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

everyday is a happy day,
with you
XDDDDD

STUPID PLAGIARIST

BEWARE OF THIS STUPID GIRL : http://profiles.friendster.com/ghelploma
she doesn't know what's the purpose of COPY RIGHT.
damn her!!!

i really don't get the point of stealing my
filthy media box...
duh!!!

are you some kind of desperate or what?
kayahahahhaha!!!
ROTFLMFAO

i might as well..
change my frigg'n media box...
more fresher one
LOLS

you stupid girl!
damn you!
you're such a plagiarist!
that's my copy right
damn you!!!

die you monster!!!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

painFUL week for me

so many things had happened to me lately...
so many that i couldn't blog 'em anymore...
all i can say that this week had been a whole heck of a week for me...
mixed emotions indeed!!!
confusions, frustrations, intrigues, annoyance, rivalry etc.

hope next week will be a fine week for me.
hope all of my problems will be answered!!!
im sooo frigg'n rfustrated!!!

yah!
before i forgot!
HAPPY BIRTH DAY IZANG!!!
i've had a very happy day with you...
more birthdays to come...
i love you sis!!!

HAPPY in LOVE

Pitong araw lang
'Di natikman ang liwanag, hindi inaalam
'Di makangiti, isip ay sawi sa ligayang ako'y binigyan
'Di ako magkakaganito kundi sayo
Sabihin mo...

'Di kita iiwanan - pangakong 'di pababayaan
Ako'y nandiyan lamang, nababalot... sa isip mo

Ang isip ay pagod, daliri'y baluktot
Wala rin naman, wala rin naman
Hanggang kailan, sana ngayon lang maranasan
'Wag mo akong saktan
'Di ako magkakaganito kundi sayo
Sabihin mo

'Di kita iiwanan - pangakong 'di pababayaan
Ako'y nandiyan lamang, nababalot...

'Di kita iiwanan - pangakong 'di pababayaan
Ako'y nandiyan lamang, nababalot
'Di kita iiwanan - pangakong 'di pababayaan
Ako'y nandiyan lamang, nababalot
'Di kita iiwanan - pangakong 'di pababayaan
Ako'y nandiyan lamang, nababalot

another fave from my fave band..
HALE
lalab it <3 feel'n mushy huh?
nah!!!
im just IN LOVE!!!
that'll be my promise..
"di kita iiwanan...
pangakong 'di pababayaan..."