rant i hate him!!!

"i've been so much confused...
these last few days..."


this love-hate relationship with my lalab~

why can't he understand me?

what is dating?
can we consider going out with a friend as dating?
and if so...
what's the big deal?

whoa!
maturity...
can't he be more mature?
this whole thing is killing me...
it sucks!

my thoughts....

i am emotionally disturbed!!!
agree?!!!
LMFAO

i am once again...
assigned to...
*drumrolls*
VALSCI~

and what can i say?

demmit!!!
it really hurts on my part...

kyahahaha!!!
yebah!
i am bitter~
so what?!
kiss my ass and die sucker!!!

i have to burst this shit out
or else...
i'll DIE!!!


i am indeed bitter for what had happened!!!
'coz i was the frigg'n one who wrote down are names
to be assigned at MALINTA NAT'L HIGH SCHOOL
but i was the one who was not assigned there!!!
i mean...
"HELLO?! ARE YOU KIDD'N ME OR WHAT?
IT'S ABSOLUTELY NOT FUNNY!!!"

i hate it
i hate it
i soooooo damn hate it!!!!


why is this happening to me?!
i really wanted to have my observations
at MALINTA NAT'L HIGH SCHOOL(for a change)
but demmit!!!
i was AGAIN assigned to VALSCI...
even though i've strongly disagreed to that idea...
grrrrrrrr~
why oh why!!!
why can't my professor understand me!!!

i'm NOT saying that i don't like it there...
i just DON'T feel the vibes~vibrations?...
if you know what i mean...
j:k

but what can i do...
yeah right...
accept the fact that i am once again assigned there...
i have to do my job
and be obedient enough to observe there...
*sigh*

aja patatas nikki!!!
gambatte gambatte gambatte!!!
it's yarr frigg'n damn f*ck'n fate~

why am i soooo UNLUCKY?!
i hate it...

*sob*

demmit MAINTENANCE

what's with the world?
i mean...HELLO?!
almost 2-days of MAINTENANCE?
hell-yeah i'm talking about friendster's POOR services!
demmit!!!
XDDD

i cannot access to friendster!
and it's almost 2days...
just when i needed to contact some of my friends there
grrrrrrrrrr

right now...
i'm pretty busy with my MYYEAR.BOOK.COM. accnt.
try it!
it's FUN!!!

that's all...
demmit FS

STUPID PLAGIARIST

BEWARE OF THIS STUPID GIRL : http://profiles.friendster.com/ghelploma
she doesn't know what's the purpose of COPY RIGHT.
damn her!!!

i really don't get the point of stealing my
filthy media box...
duh!!!

are you some kind of desperate or what?
kayahahahhaha!!!
ROTFLMFAO

i might as well..
change my frigg'n media box...
more fresher one
LOLS

you stupid girl!
damn you!
you're such a plagiarist!
that's my copy right
damn you!!!

die you monster!!!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

RANT: PERVERTED CIGARETTE VENDOR

DISCLAIMER: I AM REALLY MAD AT THE MOMENT
COME TALK TO ME AGAIN SOME OTHER TIME!!!!!

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!

dumb ass!!!
stupid perverted cigarette vendor!!!
you've got nothing to do you idiot?!
DIE you evil person!!!
hope you'll die pretty soon!!!

huh!!!
and you think that i cannot sense your extreme pervert-ness
i sooo damn HATE you!!!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

enough of this MAD COW thinggies...
so here's the story:

i was sitting on the last seat of the jeepney
then suddently this cigarette vendor came running and just
hitch'd...
he was really creepy INDEED!!!

he looks so damn GROSS!!!!
i didn't even dared to look at his PESKY FACE
EWWWWW!!!!

i noticed that he's continuously looking at me...
my cellphone was inside my bag's outside pouch...
that's why i hold my bag really tight in case he's thinking of snatching it from me!!!
then i hid my MP4...
just when i thought that these precautions were enough...
his hands started to go beyond what is visible
from my eyes...
YES!!!!
i saw his right hand holding a lil mirror and placing it under my frigg'n SKIRT!!!!!!

my head was floating...
i was thingking of hitting his gross face with my bag...
but i also thought that he might punch me
'coz still...I AM A GIRL!
i kept calm and transferred from the other side of the jeepney
and lgave him a KILLER LOOK
meaning: F#$% YOU!!!!

with that body action he immediately got of the jeepney and ran away!!!
i was sooo relieved when he got out of the jeepney...

LESSON LEARNED: Always be alert.. GIRLS
and ALWAYS WEAR SAFETY SHORTS... 'coz you'll never know...

RANT: this ish me

"why would i say sorry?"
"why would i explain myself to him/her?"
"why oh why oh why?!!!"

every time someone gets mad at me..
i just keep my silence...
shut the hell out of me..
'coz when i speak...
i promise you'll never like me ever again!!!!

whenever i get emotional...
i just say watteburr i want to say...
i don't care if i'll hurt them...
what soooo eburr!!!
all that matter is that i can express my paking self!!!

i'm not sensitive...
i'm not a good adviser...
and pretty much...
i can say that i'm such a failure!!!
ROFLMFAO

this is me...
try to understand me...
accept me for what i am...

'coz if you don't...
i'm telling you,
there's no space for dumbass like YOU in my frigg'n world!!!
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so to sum it up:

"i won't say sorry for i don't owe you one!!!
'coz in the first place i didn't ask you to fetch me, nor wait for me...
it's yarr own choice and decision...
don't blame me for yarr own decision!!!
once again... IT'S YARR OWN DECISION MAN!!!!
one more thing!
i'm such a busy alien...
you know that!!!
i have commitments too!!!
you're NOT MY WORLD...
i have tons of school work...
once again.. YOU"RE NOT MY WORLD.

get it?
if not...
go back to grade one...
faggot!!!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

now im REALLY ANGRY!!!!!

RANT: stupid services!!!!

*researching*

server not found!!!

what's wrong with the world?
*problem loading page*
WTF?!

(just when i needed internet connection the most)

4-days without internet...
hell-yeah!!!
we still DONT have proper connection to the internet!!!

i already called the smartbro customer service hot line:*1888
and talked to one of their staff there...
i think his name is: Neo?
watterburr!!!
i had also done some fix'n...
but the main problem is our internet connection...

stupid SMARTBRO CONNECTION!!!

i had been thinking of terminating the contract
due to their POOR SERVICES...
come to think of it:
it's such a waste of money to pay for something that you haven't even availed!!!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....

if our connection to the internet remains stupid like this...
i think i would just switch to globe broadband!!!

kyaaaaaaaaahhh!!!
i SOOOO hate this feeling!!!!
we're pay'n right...
why not give us the SERVICES THAT WE DESERVE?