baliw baliwan express

where in the world have i been?
nasa house lang ako...
kung wala dun sa school naman...
geeeez

i'm becoming an ultimate GEEK na ah?!
ow nerdy me!!!

'di ko na tuloy na uupdate mga accounts ko!XD
yun DA inamag na
pati blogscence and photoblog ko
yung ibang accounts di ko na alam pati password!!!
yung ym ko~isa pa yun nalibing na sa hukay!
sa mga FORUMS di na rin ako tumatambay!!!

why ow why?!

last year na daw kasi namin
that's why pinapahirapan kami?
jokes~

pero haggard na talaga ako...
critic papers just keeps on coming
pati mga assignment-reports and science research!!!
XDD

minsan sarap tuloy humiga nalang ~
tapos lagi ko pa naiisip na wag na lang pumasok na...
tama na to!(tutal 14 yrs na akong nag aaral)
XD

but still pumapasok pa rin ako...
sayang kasi yung time
hays di ko na tuloy ma intindihan~
go with the flow na lang ako
parang hipon na nag papa agos sa water!!!
(pero hindi rin pala ako hipon) LMAO

tama na nga nagugutom na ako

-OUT-

rant i hate him!!!

"i've been so much confused...
these last few days..."


this love-hate relationship with my lalab~

why can't he understand me?

what is dating?
can we consider going out with a friend as dating?
and if so...
what's the big deal?

whoa!
maturity...
can't he be more mature?
this whole thing is killing me...
it sucks!

someone just trash talk'd nikki?!!!

someone just trash talk'd me at multiply..
i don't know her
and i don't even fuck'n care
who she is!!!

but even though she trash talk'd me...
i don't give a damn...
and~
this is sooo very NOT me~
maybe i'm super immune na sa mga forums
with all the flamming and bashing
with other forumers...
or maybe...
i've out grown them all!!!

am i being more mature...
OR
her trash talks dosen't TURN ME ON AT ALL?

i mean...
parang wala lang...
minura nya ako...
and then?
WHAT'S NEXT?
IS THAT ALL YOU'VE GOT BRIGHT ASS?
BRING 'EM ON LAME BRAIN!!!

happy birthday to moi

it's my birthday today!!!
and ate jas' birth day too!!!


it's not actually my birthday~
but let's consider it that way!!!

im so happy...
i know it'll just be an ordinary day
but who knows?
XDDD

im more excited for tomorrow...
i just wish that it'll be a blast tomorrow!!!
me and my BFFs are planning
to hang out @ grace's place...
food trip and everything....

i am super excited~
looking forward for tomorrow's celebration

weeeeeee!!!
uber joy!!!

my thoughts....

i am emotionally disturbed!!!
agree?!!!
LMFAO

i am once again...
assigned to...
*drumrolls*
VALSCI~

and what can i say?

demmit!!!
it really hurts on my part...

kyahahaha!!!
yebah!
i am bitter~
so what?!
kiss my ass and die sucker!!!

i have to burst this shit out
or else...
i'll DIE!!!


i am indeed bitter for what had happened!!!
'coz i was the frigg'n one who wrote down are names
to be assigned at MALINTA NAT'L HIGH SCHOOL
but i was the one who was not assigned there!!!
i mean...
"HELLO?! ARE YOU KIDD'N ME OR WHAT?
IT'S ABSOLUTELY NOT FUNNY!!!"

i hate it
i hate it
i soooooo damn hate it!!!!


why is this happening to me?!
i really wanted to have my observations
at MALINTA NAT'L HIGH SCHOOL(for a change)
but demmit!!!
i was AGAIN assigned to VALSCI...
even though i've strongly disagreed to that idea...
grrrrrrrr~
why oh why!!!
why can't my professor understand me!!!

i'm NOT saying that i don't like it there...
i just DON'T feel the vibes~vibrations?...
if you know what i mean...
j:k

but what can i do...
yeah right...
accept the fact that i am once again assigned there...
i have to do my job
and be obedient enough to observe there...
*sigh*

aja patatas nikki!!!
gambatte gambatte gambatte!!!
it's yarr frigg'n damn f*ck'n fate~

why am i soooo UNLUCKY?!
i hate it...

*sob*

me and my SHADEZ

ever since...
i really love shades!
it helps me to hid my fugly eyes!!
yeah yeah yeah!!!

but i don't collect 'em...
'coz of my negligence i've always lost 'em
booo-hooo!!!

but last sunday i've bought myself a new one
from eye channel!!!
it's kind'a expensive for a shades...
but who cares?!
i love it!
and yun ang mahalaga!
right!!!



someone told me that it doesn't suits me...
nah
i don't think sooo...
go on and do your frgg'n thang sistah!!!
i'm not affected at all!!!

i want to be REAL

hmmmn this is kind'a embarassing though...
i'll be blogg'n it...

i hate it!!!
i uber hate it!
i hate myself!
i hate my so called NOT BEING SHOWY!!
i just hate it!!!

why can't i just burst it all out?
why oh why oh why!!!

it's really hard for me to express my true feelings...
i just think that...
if i do so...
i'll be a weakling!!!
nyahahahaha!!!

ever since...
i've always kept my real feelings inside...
for example...

when i'm happy...my face is still neutral...
no reactions at all!!!
whoa!!!

same when i'm annoyed or pissed...
my face is still the same!
what the heck?!

i want to show them that
I'M STRONG!!!
but it's really hard...
whew~

i'm sooo sorry ______.
i really wanted to show you that i lalab joo...
but i just can't!!!
SORRY

all ABOUT ME: QUIZZEZ

i am tempted to try various QUIZZEZ
due to extensive curiosity..
LMAO

here are my RESULTS...
BEHOLD:

this is what my name means:
STEPHANIE

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people.
Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems.
Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.


This is the kind of CHOCOLATE i am:
You are sophisticated, modern, and high class.
Your taste is refined, but you are not picky.
You are often the first to try something new.

You are emotionally expressive and sensitive.
You're effected by everything around you.
Your friends appreciate your open heart, but they are afraid of hurting your feelings.

You love to be in love. You crave romance, whether you're single or not.
You feel lost when you don't feel passion... you need someone to adore.


what kind of POCKY i am?
i am a green tea pocky!!!

Your attitude: natural and zen
Peaceful yet full of life. Deep and thoughtful.
You're halfway to tantric bliss!


what's my personality?
the quiz says that i am a:
Idealist (NF)You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.


what kind of japanese subculture do i belong to?
i wonder...

yahooo!!!! im'a japanese school girl!!!

You're not quite as wild as a "kogyaru", but with your short plaid skirt
and silly white socks, you're still a sexual fetish object.
You can usually be seen hanging out in the girly section of the video game places,
collecting photobooth stickers of you and your friends. You may not be as innocent as you look.
Did those vending machine panties once belong to you?


HOW EVIL AM I?
i am 66% EVIL
LMAO

You are very evil. And you're too evil to care.
Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot.


HOW DOES MEN SEES ME?
Arghhhhh~
they see me as a VERY DIFFICULT CHALLENGE!!!!

You must be an incredible hottie...
Because it's the only way you can pull of the ice queen act
You're the type of woman that men love to chase
But if you don't stop running, you'll never get caught!

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okay
so enough of this shits...
i kind'a believe in it...
'coz some NOT almost
best describes/reflects me!
i love quizzez...
it's sooo amazing!!!

RANT: this ish me

"why would i say sorry?"
"why would i explain myself to him/her?"
"why oh why oh why?!!!"

every time someone gets mad at me..
i just keep my silence...
shut the hell out of me..
'coz when i speak...
i promise you'll never like me ever again!!!!

whenever i get emotional...
i just say watteburr i want to say...
i don't care if i'll hurt them...
what soooo eburr!!!
all that matter is that i can express my paking self!!!

i'm not sensitive...
i'm not a good adviser...
and pretty much...
i can say that i'm such a failure!!!
ROFLMFAO

this is me...
try to understand me...
accept me for what i am...

'coz if you don't...
i'm telling you,
there's no space for dumbass like YOU in my frigg'n world!!!
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so to sum it up:

"i won't say sorry for i don't owe you one!!!
'coz in the first place i didn't ask you to fetch me, nor wait for me...
it's yarr own choice and decision...
don't blame me for yarr own decision!!!
once again... IT'S YARR OWN DECISION MAN!!!!
one more thing!
i'm such a busy alien...
you know that!!!
i have commitments too!!!
you're NOT MY WORLD...
i have tons of school work...
once again.. YOU"RE NOT MY WORLD.

get it?
if not...
go back to grade one...
faggot!!!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

now im REALLY ANGRY!!!!!

DOUBLE the FUN

TODAY!!!!
we'll be having our photoshoot for our very first BIOMAG!!!
yeah its BIOLOGICAL MAGAZINE...
it contains...
different columns..
trivias/revelations/news/literatures...
WATTEBURR!!!!
so every participant is expected to bring their best costume of course...

and today me and macon will also be having our report...
or should i say prestigious presentation in our LITERATURE class!!!
actually we haven't planned this:
presentation *slash* discussion *slash* fashion show!!!
sooo please wish us good luck!!!
LMAO

originally we both have our own ideas with regards to our reports...
but yesterday we just decided to combine our reports...
hahahahak
that's why i'll be going to school real earyl to practice everything
and hopefully it'll be a big HIT!!!
ROTFLOL

many thanks to all my classmates/BFFs that'll help us for tonight's presentation...

LOVE y'all!!!

i'll be updating everything with regards to our BIOMAG: SOLSTICE
wait for further announcements?!!!
XDDDD

COSPLAY:meme

weeee look at these stupid thinggies!!!
kyahahahaha!!!


LMAO
i did them during my spare time...
i sooo hate it
i don't have good ideas...

these are my dream cosplays?
ROFL
i don't know where i'll be able to wear them again...
kind'a super busy with school schedules...

i'm surrently missing cosplay...
huhuhuhu..
*sigh*
can't wait 'til october...

HISTORY TOUR-TURE?!

NOTE: this is my blog entry for AUG 30'08
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august 30 '08 was the said date for our history tour..
we had visited these different museums and historical places located at Manila.
originally we've planned to visit National museum both 1st and 2nd bldg.
then Casa Manila, Fort Santiago and San Augustin Church...
but as we all know...
all planned things can never be accomplished...
ya'know...
expect the unexpected!!!

so i was the earliest among the birds at Malanday
LULZ
i arrived there at 7:25am
and they've all arrived almost 8:00am
and the last to arrive was iban!
he arrived there at exactly 8:30am
wooooot!!!
i was sooo damn bored waiting for then
hell-yeah
sooo NEVER MIND...
XDDDD

we decided to take the jeepney instead of the LRT
'coz it's more cheap and it'll take us exactly where we want to.
no more WALKATHONS involved
LMAO

while riding that freak'n jeepney i noticed this suspicious monster!
he's continuously glancing at me
with those KILLER EYES
LMAO
it's sooo frigg'n disturbing...
WTH he's still staring at me...

i pulled my clothes up 'coz i thought he's just some stupid pervert
i hid at Pete's back...
'coz i sooo HATE his eyes
*creepy*
then before he got out of that jeepney...
i hold onto my cellphone really tight!!!
i hugged my bag and prayed...
THANK GOD nothing bad happened to me...

after that...Claire told me that she also noticed that creepy guy glancing at me
and sending signals to some other guys which was seated parallel to them
woot!!!
i was kind'a afraid 'coz i seldom experience those creepy thinggies!!!
and i was really unaware of my surroundings that time
'coz i was sooo damn busy text'n!!!
arghhhhhhhh~

sooo enough of that morbid experience...
back to the ball game
yehehehehe!!!

weeee there were also some students from other schools having their tour at the Museum...
they're more prioritized for they've already had their booking
well...IDC!!!it's more fun to have yarr friends than those stupid tour guides
LMAO

we started to tour the museum at exactly11am and finished it at 12pm
so me, madame jeung, bert, claire and enej decided to take our luch
and let them continue their pesky tour...
*j:k*
after we ate... 1pm we went to the bldg.2 but the guard didn't allowed us to enter 'coz
there would be a brownout...
we contacted them just to know that they were LOST?!
bwahahhahaa!!!
*my bad*

we rode the jeepney and waited at 7/11 for ma'am me aning to come...
atlas!!!
ma'am came...
and we all decided to pick those earthlings at jollibee
(beeda ang saya?)
XDDD

this kind eartling riding his owner let us
take a free ride
whew!!!
all thanks to MADAME JEUNG'S CHARISMA!!!!

after we picked them up at jollibee...
we headed off to Fort Santiago...
the weather was really HOT
we cannot stand it...
so honestly i didn't enjoyed the tour at Fort Santiago...
i just enjoyed camwhoring with my best friends!!!

we also went to Casa Manila..
we toured it less that 45mins i guess?
hahak...
it rained hard...
bad luck!!!

it was almost 7pm?
so we just decided to drop by at Sm Manila...
we ate and played LUCKY9 there..
after strolling the place...
we went home...

we rode the jeepney rather than the LRT 'coz it's rush hour i guess?
LMAo
and also...those guys still wants to play LUCKY9 inside the jeepney
hahahak
XDDD
all of the passengers were LOLing!!!

i arrived home almost 10pm..
thank God once again for that safe trip!!!
*smiles/winks*

all in all....
i had a very great experience
'coz of such beautiful scenery
and
'coz of my friends' company...
i sooo LOVE them

*xoxo*

(can't wait for our SCIRE field trip)

ABOUT ME

introducing moi self~

this is my new about me thinggy in FS
i've made this during my spare time...
that's why it's kind'a messy
and lacking creativity...
but anyways....
i'll be doing another one during my free time...

i've been thinking of other ideas...
but i can't think of other idaes...
LULZ
i hate this feeling...

FaceYourManga ID

hekekek.!!!!

made this one...
got envious with my DA friends...
let the faceyourmanga invasion begin!!!
XDDDD

got it from kurikuririn [link]
make your own here [link]
template here [link]

come and join us
LMAO

weeee do i look like her?
LOLS

cravings:ANSWERED!

weeeeee!!!
current mood: HAPPY!!!
of course i am!!!
few of my cravings had been answered!!!
did i said few?
hellyeah!!!
'coz i am still craving for more...
XDDDD

this last few days...
I've been gaining weight..
i already blog that one...
but still...
i can't stop myself from eating...

it's as if once i pop'd i can't stop
from eating extensively!!!

last week i always bring different kinds of snack during school hours...
i ate and ate during our class...
i ate after class and at home!!!
ooooh~i LOVE eating!!!

SOME my cravings that had been answered:
kfc's spicy chicken with mushed potato on the side!!!

greenwich overloaded pizza with cheese dip!!!

pizza hut's bacon and cheese pizza!!!


i am still craving for them...
yeah!!!
i am craving for karate kid's ramen
and
my lalab~ JJAMPPONG!!!
XDDDD
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even though i super love to eat...
honestly...
i dunno how to cook...dishes!
but i can cook instant/processed foods!
here's my messy chocolate pan cake!!!

weeeeeeeeee!!!
messy...yet...yummy!!!

MOI as: Selphie Tilmitt

weeeee!!! for my next cosplay plan..
i'll be cosplaying SELPHIE TILMITT of final fantasy8
i sooo LOVE her!!!
here's her pixy for my reference...
hopefully it'll be finished before OCTOBER this year!
i can't wait!!!!


completeed...30%?
LOL
got her boots...
her dres is still in process
while her weapon will be process after the costume
XDDD

can't think of anything...
she's sooo like me....
kyahahha!!!

but the problem is...
i dunno when to cosplay her?
yays!!!
maybe on oct.12'08?
@ Sm megamall
just maybe...

i am gaining weight!!!!

*what to blog?what to blog?what to blog?*
*blogging what?blogging what?blogging what?*
*drolls*

im free today...and got nothing to do...
ah yeah! i've fixed my DA and FS..
i've been neglecting my multiply...for no reasons!
*LMAO*

superrrr lazy moi to upload all of my SCHOOL STUPIDITY pixys and vids..
*ZOMG*

i am craving for lot's of things lately...

and i am dramatically gaining a tremendous amount of weight!!!
(that might sounds sooo exaggerated BUT that's TRUE)

lately i had been indulging myself to a lot of EATING!!!
birthdays here and there!
eating at various fastfood chains and...
eating in between meals!!!
*ROFL*
and that's not very good!
XDDDD

i am craving for:
KFC's hot and spicy chicken!
GREENWHICH's overloaded pizza and strawberry cream 'n frap!
JOLLIBEE's mango ice craze!
BK's strawberry sundae and BBQ burger!
and last but not the least...
PIZZA HUT's bacon 'n cheese pizza..

i am currently craving for them!!!
*salivating*
*ROTFLOL*

weeeee!!!!i think i'm going nuts!!
XDDD
must have them all!!!
before i die here due to extreme gluttony...
kyahahaha!!!
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man! i've got to get over this or else i'll be a piggy
*ROFL*
'coz honestly...i DON'T want to be OBESE!!!
XDDDD

charnelle's disaster

weeee!!!
it's been a while since my last post here...
im still kind'a lazy updating my accounts...
MULTIPLY/FRIENDSTER/DEVIANTART
ETC.

so after i had updated my accounts...
i was shocked to realized that my
niece: Charnelle actually did cut her own hair!
i was like: OMG!!!
what on the earth?!
what did you do with yarr hair?!

i hugged her and cleaned her face...
she was obviously nervous when i shouted:
"CHARNELLE ANONG GINAWA MO SA BUHOK MO!!!!?"
as if she wanna cry in that very moment
LOL

then i remembered that i cut my bangs earlier
'coz it's annoying me...
'coz again...IT'S ALL OVER MY PESKY FACE...

@topic: so that's it!
'coz she saw me earlier that i also cut my hair...
weeeeee~
i was laughing and at the same time
blaming myself on what had happened to her hair.
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children tend to imitate adults...
yeah that's true!
then i've recalled this learning theory
wherein the teachers demonstrates then the students imitates...
teachers must be ROLE MODELS right?
LEFT!!!!
XDDDDDDD

i mean that's why teachers must have a very high morale...
a very big responsibility indeed!
and because of that i am now thinking if i would become a
globally competitive/competent teacher with a high morale!?
woooot!!!

demanding?
LOL
XDDDD

lesson learned: KEEP CUTTING MATERIALS OUT OF REACH OF CHILDREN.

ROTFLMFAO