rant i hate him!!!

"i've been so much confused...
these last few days..."


this love-hate relationship with my lalab~

why can't he understand me?

what is dating?
can we consider going out with a friend as dating?
and if so...
what's the big deal?

whoa!
maturity...
can't he be more mature?
this whole thing is killing me...
it sucks!

hackers=dummies

what about hacking?
is it fun huh?
i dunno...
for i am not a hacker~
LMAO

na-hack kasi diba sila:
cool at dongrory sa +EMO+ na group
hmmmmn~
if ever ma ha-hack ako...
okay lang siguro...
wala naman kahit na anong special sa account ko sa FS eh
kaso pati ba naman ym at DA
na hack?
tsk3
malas lang...

then kaninang morning...
na ka chat ko si aries
oo the great aries~
i mean aries the great pala!!

discussion about sakanya and brock..
aba malay ko!!!
malay ko kung bogus nya si brock o bogus sya ni brock
kung sino man ang pilot o bogus...
wala akong alam!!!
XDDD

then pinabuksan nya yung FS nya sakin
d ko naman nabuksan...
sabi nya baka daw na hack...
ewan ko~
malay ko kung isang career move lang yun
XDD
pero pina-plug ko a rin
at kasalukuyan kong pinopost sa lahat ng groups
na na-hack nga ang accnt. nya
yun lang...

natatawa ako...
bakit ba nauso yang mga hack-hack na yan...
genius ba ang mga hackers?
nah!
mga idiot sila...
nagtatago sa likod ng computer...
mga faggots!!!
XDDD

confused at the moment FINALE

hai hai!!!
hihihi im full of energy today!!!
i had completely regained my consciousness!!!!
XDDD

everything is a-OKAY now!
i mean...
i am not struggling anymore,
and finally all of my confusions are gone..
one thing is sure...

MATA ISH NYAPPY!!!

am i floating or what?
i've never felt this before..
hope it'll last forever...

will always be by your side...
will never leave you behind...
will love you forever...

confused at the moment PART3

i can never believe a person under the influence of alcohol!!!
when you're drunk...
you can be your TRUE self...
but when the effect of the liquor runs out...
you'll definitely forget everything...

after that weird night...
when everything that was said and done was a shock!
will you still remember?
can you still remember...
please try to remember...

i am completely confused at the moment
(once again?)
LMAO

is this the last time?
is it over?
can we still be friends?
XDDD

you've confessed...
i was shocked!
am i happy or what?

random thoughts again...
i hate this shit!!!
the question is:
SO WHAT'S NEXT?
...
you've confessed...
i was shocked!
SO WHAT'S NEXT?

am i too eager to know?
sorry for being so anxious...
i don't want to pressure you...
but i...
i also want to confess...


even though you've already confessed to me...
i'm still confused,
for things aren't clear enough...
you've just said you love me...
and that was it?
you didn't even asked me if i love you too!!!
are you already satisfied with that?!
WTH!!!
are you kidd'n me?!!!

please clear things out...
make it clear...

watashi...
honto ni skitte nandouyou!!!
honto ni...
aishiteru~
demo...
anata no tomodachi kun...
honto gomen!!!

confused at the moment PART2

it's so weird...
last night we're good,
the other day we're not!

it's as if there's this invisible wall separating us from each other.
it's not the usual us...
the way we act, the way we talk, the way we are.
we've been changed!

i dunno when or how...
but we've been totally changed.

come to think of it..
i don't have any right to expect...
we're like this...
and forever will be.

i'm just kind'a sad...
for i cannot truly burst out all of my thoughts
regarding this matter.

well...
i'll just have to be myself again...
regain my consciousness
and
wake up!

-TO BE CONTINUED-

confused at the moment...

weeeeeeee can't explain this feeling...
'coz love is only a feeling!
LULZ

hihihihi
XDDD

NAO MATA!!!!
moi ish nao inlalab
nevah!!!!

i am currently feeling this unexplainable feeling
and it sucks BIG TIME!!!

he's gett'n through my nerves...
and i hate it sooo!!!!
must FORGET...
re-format PLOX!!!

why oh why!!!
why am i unconsciously waiting for his damn text msgs?!

must keep calm and steady...
must fight this stupidity...

NAOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
i am indeed confused...
need someone to talk to...
but i can'tdiscuss this shit out...
LMFAO

i shall observe what will happen next...

-TO BE CONTINUED-

EFFIN FEELING

DISCLAIMER: DO NOT READ IF YARR NOT PATIENT ENOUGH TO READ
ROTFLMFAO
once again...
i don't want to feel this effin feeling anymore!!!
demmit!!!
XDDD

after sooo many jurasic years...
actually it has only been a month...
kyahahaha!!!
no communications at all huh?
i've succeeded!

guess NOT!!!
*sigh*

someone told me she saw yarr paking face...
...as usual i got frigg'n excited for no reason.
yeah you've passed me by...
my heart once again got joyous!!!
it pumped so hard that'll pump out of my breast!!!
LMAOLMAOLMAO

i was soooo damn relieved that i didn't had a chance to talk to you,
'coz if that happens..
IDK wutt to do...
ROFL

so much for this effin feeling...
my GAWD!!!
we're all sooo hooked wiff LUCKY9...
i can't help it man!!!
we're like TNT's (tago ng tago)
kyahahaha!!!

"ONCE YOU POP... YOU CAN'T STOP!"
i just wish we'll get over this addiction...
i'm losing money...
darn!!!

RANT: stupid suspension of classes

stupid suspension!!!
suspending classes always comes LATE...
WTH?!
i mean:
sooo late that the whole class is already around...
sooo late that the students are already soaking wet!!!
stupid suspension!!!

hell'yeah we all know about that stupid typhoon KAREN...
but the PAGASA didn't even announced any suspension of classes...
so i/we thought that it'll be regular classes...
(even if it's raining hard)
yeah! even if it's raining hard...
we...college students are oblige to go to school...no matter what happen!!!
we are even more oblige because it's midterm examinations...
our exam in PHYSICS...
*nose bleeding*

grrrrrrrrr...
when will we be able to know the suspension of classes ON TIME...
i mean... earlier than USUAL?!
XDDDD

i 'm currently thinking if there will be any classes for tomorrow...
(kind'a lazy for the exams)
i just wish my classmates would text me earlier if there are classes..
LMAO

METALFRED'S AGONY

"At what rate of anger can someone have the right to kill someone?"
my metal-friend metalfred asked me that!!!
i was like:
"ZOMG!!!"
how morbid huh?
but in a way...
i also did asked myself...
when can we have the rights to kill someone?
or
will we ever have the rights to kill?
ROFL

hmmmmmmmmmmm..
nuninuninuninuninuninuninuuuuuuu~.
sometimes i also get that feeling of EXTREME HATRED AND ANGER
wherein i even wish'd to kill some STUPID LAME BRAIN!!!
LMAO

but 'coz of this feeling which we call GUILT..
we are bound of not doi'n this kind of cruelty...
'coz of the norms...
ethics,beliefs,morale...etc.
we can't...
yeah!!!
we cant'!

sooo metalfred...don't even dare to think of killing some stupid lame ass!
i mean ever again!!!
no matter how stupid that earthling is
and how stupid that earthling had done to you...

'coz of that...
here's my metal-friend's composition..
he did this using his mobile phone...
weeeeee!!!

METALFRED's composition:
Now the tears that flow from my eyes are like fire from the skies...
As anger fuels my demise I will arise and send forth destruction to those who oppose....
I shall havoc fear and chaos only to suffice my thirst for vengeance and to satisfy my lust for rage....
My heart blackened by my own life and numbed by my own blood....
I am changed by the many sinful offers of this world....
I'm begging, "Can you still help me".
----------------
i can also feel his anger and agony...
*sigh*
i can't even help you bro!!!
...just keep yarr COOL and stay calm...
things will be a-OKAY!!!
XDDDD

HOPING and ASSUMING

talk'd to master jayson...
and he suddenly ask'd me about:
the difference between..."umasa at inakala"
obviously i dunno...
LMAO!!!

actually...i've translated these words into english:
to hope
and
to assume

then things got more complicated!
LULZ

once again i've consulted the net...
here are they!!!

assume often implies a justifiable motive rather than an intent to deceive.
(we can also say that if we assume..then we BELIEVE)

hope means to wish for something with expectation of its fulfillment.
(when we hope we look forward to with confidence or expectation)

with this argument...expectations arouse.
here are the synonyms of the word expect:
anticipate, hope, await.
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for me...(opinion LOL)
if we assume of something...generalizations and conclusions are made.
we ASSUMED therefore we already BELIEVED into something.
(it's an ADVANCED ACTION)
when we HOPE for something...then we are expecting and looking forward for something...
then we can also say that we are now WAITING for something.
am i right?
or did i made any sense?
ROTFLMAO
here's a wonderful quote for you!!!

"We should not expect something for nothing—but we all do and call it Hope”

(Edgar W. Howe).

nice nice
*claps*
very TRUE!!!
we all do...
we all WAIT...
we all HOPE...

we all EXPECT...
we all ASSUME.

confusions:confusions:confusions:

-DISCLAIMER-
READ AT YOUR OWN RISK
i'm NOT mushy at this moment...
i just feel like blogg'n this topic...
rotflmao


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i just recall'd my professor once ask'd us
what's the difference between:
LOVE and LUST?

honestly i really dunno...
i even thought of:
obsession, stalking and wanting

among these ideas...
i just realized that i really dunno anything about those things...
i dunno what the HECK are their meanings!!!
and if i'm:
a stalker...
maybe obsessed
or
just wanted to belong/be loved
LULZ

and with this realization...
i've decided to search for their meanings...
check 'em out ma' niggah!!!

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Love represents a range of human emotions and experiences related to the senses of affection and sexual attraction.^[1] Diversity of meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states.

(weee that's very confusing...'coz of it's diverse meanings)

Lust is any intense desire or craving for gratification and excitement. Lust can mean strictly sexual lust, although it is also common to speak of a "lust for men", "lust for blood" (bloodlust), or a "lust for power" (or other goals), and to "lust for love". The Greek word which translates as lust is epithymia (επιθυμια), which also is translated into English as "to covet". Originally, the word 'lust' had no negative connotation, but it has developed a connotation of sexual sin.

(weee i'm glad i don't have any lust for love)

Obsessive love is a delusion, and therefore can lead to dangerous consequences. Extreme obsessive love can be the cause of stalking, rape, suicide, and murder, among other things.

(weee i'm NOT obsessed and therefore im NOT a stalker ...what a relieve!)

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my professor also said that:
we cannot define LOVE

for me...
we cannot define LOVE for it has no meaning...
it must be FELT not defined.
LOVE is not about kisses/hugs and other stuffs like that....
LOVE is all around!!!
it's within you and me

LULZ
XDDDD

*CHEERS*
im glad that i'm not a:
stalker or an obsessed maniac
although im still confused...
i'm learning!
and willing to learn...
help moi plox?

credits: wikipedia