baliw baliwan express

where in the world have i been?
nasa house lang ako...
kung wala dun sa school naman...
geeeez

i'm becoming an ultimate GEEK na ah?!
ow nerdy me!!!

'di ko na tuloy na uupdate mga accounts ko!XD
yun DA inamag na
pati blogscence and photoblog ko
yung ibang accounts di ko na alam pati password!!!
yung ym ko~isa pa yun nalibing na sa hukay!
sa mga FORUMS di na rin ako tumatambay!!!

why ow why?!

last year na daw kasi namin
that's why pinapahirapan kami?
jokes~

pero haggard na talaga ako...
critic papers just keeps on coming
pati mga assignment-reports and science research!!!
XDD

minsan sarap tuloy humiga nalang ~
tapos lagi ko pa naiisip na wag na lang pumasok na...
tama na to!(tutal 14 yrs na akong nag aaral)
XD

but still pumapasok pa rin ako...
sayang kasi yung time
hays di ko na tuloy ma intindihan~
go with the flow na lang ako
parang hipon na nag papa agos sa water!!!
(pero hindi rin pala ako hipon) LMAO

tama na nga nagugutom na ako

-OUT-

ABORTION

[late post]

wow wow wow
too many things to do
but i have to blog this one~
rofl rofl rofl

i will be reporting this coming friday na
for our BIOETHICS class...

Bioethics well...
deals with the systematized body of knowledge that can be used, practice and applied to human action... blah blah!!!
XDDD

our report will be ABORTION...
and basically i was really surprised :]
i dunno
b'coz i still don't know where to stand...
LMAO

i mean...
yeah i disapprove of such act
though~ there are these situations wherein
abortion is needed...
that's why~i am very confused at the moment
XD

i insisted to do the researching thinggy
so ayun na nga i am the one responsible for gathering
various data related to our topic...
and nakakatuwa b'coz i am able
to read different views upon the topic.

different point of views from different kinds of person...
some are PRO and some are NOT
and again~ i dunno where to stand :[

but when i saw this vid at youtube...
the development of the BABY inside the mother's womb...
i was facinated by this miracle...
and it made me wanna STOP abortion!!!
harharhar
though i dunno where to start XD

well honestly...
yeah i'll confess...

before i used to joke:
"sus...ayaw mo manganak?edi magpalaglag?!"
(wakokokok! nakakahiya!!!)

i hate it!
nasabi ko yang words na yan without even thinking...
without even thinking of the baby inside of the mother's womb...
*sigh*

maybe kaya ko nasabi yun kasi di ko pa
narerealize na may TAO na sa loob ng tyan...
yeah!!!
kapag buntis ang mother diba ang tawag nya dun sa FETUS eh BABY
at hindi naman FETUS diba?
it's her baby NOT her fetus/mass of tissue or the like
LMAO
XDD

hohohoho
so sa dami ng info na nakuha ko through the net
information overload na ako!!!
jokes~
seriously....
it helped me realized how a baby was made~lol
it made me realized that a fetus is a life-form
it has LIFE...

and we don't have the right to KILL this life-form
the baby has the right to live
STOP ABORTION~at any cost!!!

P.S
gravitational pull pala yung kinds ng ABORTION
it made me wanna puke!!!
XDD
nakaka-awa yung mga mommy na nag pa-abort dahil wala silang konsensya...
PERO mas naawa ako dun sa mga inosenteng baby na pina-abort ng mga irresponsible nilang mommy :[
killing is killing
murder is murder

mga murderer yung mga mommy na nag papa abort...
huhuhuhuhu~ :[

I strongly disapprove of abortion!!!
(well...this is my ethics...my moral)

Ako Mismo???

[late post]

ako mismo...

ikaw misko!

ganun?
lols


nO! seriously...
i was really intrigued by tusaid tv-ad campaign

b'coz it was aired during
the paquiao-hatton fight (May 03 2009)
the ad was striking~yeah!
though it did not clearly stated its cost/advocacy
salita lang sila ng salita ng AKO MISMO
followed by BLAH-BLAH-BLAH
it's pertty vague~
or it's just me???

you might be asking me:
"bakit ngayon mo lang ni-blog to?
Anong petsa na?!"

i say: "ngayon lang kasi ako nagkaroon ng interest."

i just signed up at:
AkoMismo.Org

and i was surprised kung gaano na karaming
Filipino ang nakagawa na ng kanilang sari-sariling mga PLEDGE
(kung gaano kaeraming FDilipino na ang nakiki-uso)

why nakiki-uso???
madali lang kasi sumali and gumawa ng pledge...
ang tanong:
"magagawa mo ba?"

gah!
back to topic!

~so i signed up na nga...due to my undying curiosity
pero wala paring confirmation sa e-mail ko
duh~

i read and read and read...
as in lahat-lahat sdun sa site:]

pero hindi parin ako nakakagawa ng pledge ko...
hindi dahil sa ayoko...
"hindi dahil sa ayokong tulungan-kuno ang bansa ko..."
kundi...
ang labo kasi weh...

ang mga pledge na nakalagay duon ay puro pansarili
i mean kahit walang AKOMISMO.org
kayang-kaya mo'ng gawin yun biling isang mamamayan ng bansa.

example:

"Ako mismo ay magiging mabuting mamamayan."
(as a Filipino ciizen diba it's your responsibility to be one?)

"Ako mismo ang tutulong sa bansa ko."

(diba napaka general nito? ang tanong: in what way mo matutulungan ang bansa?)

sabi nga kasi nila sa'yo magsisimula ang pagbabago...
kailangan pa bang i-acknowledge yung:
"Ako mismo ang magwawalis ng bahay namin araw-araw."

ang labo talaga weh?!

geez ang dami ko pang tanong...

tungkol nga pala sa privacy policy nila...

napaka specific kasi~

bakit kaya ganun? :]

ayoko namang isiping related sa pulitika 'to
kasi malapit na rin ang 2010 elections
(kung matutuloy pa nga ba?)
"AKO mismo ang maagang mangangampanya para sa 2010?"
PWEDE!!!

but again...

kahit walang akomismo.org

kaya natin yang gawin as an individual person!

kaya:

"Ako po si nikki at magiging mabuting guro ako sa hinaharap!"
(lumaban ka!!!)

hindi ko 'to sinasabi lang...

DAHIL GAGAWIN KO ITO

pero ang bottom line nito ay:

kaya ako na curious dahil bibili ako ng dog tag~

kasi ang cute nya...(3rd person!!!)

P.S

hindi na lang pala ako bibili ng dogtag kasi if i buy one

it only means that nakiki-isa ako with their advocacy~crap!!!

XDD

nevah!

-END-

need some creativity!!!

still playing art-iskool here:]
making pinafore that looks like an apron
a gothic lolita headdress that i'm still work'n at for years?LMAO
a headband with lace
BUT then i decided to took the lace off
and it's all ruined!!!
demmit
i can't do anything right
i'm such a disaster!!!

now my next project
is to pain a mural on my shoes
hahaha
the funny thing is that IDK how to~
still searching fot DIY tutorials here in the net
and hopefully
i can manage to do it na!!!

another thing is that
i still don't have the materials
i'm going NUTS
haysss

i have to many plans
but i don't the materials
i'm lacking talent
and the so called MORAL SUPPORT
lols


i'm outt'a here!!!

NIKKI: step it up and SEW

This summer vacation i'm planning to learn some basic sewing
nothing in particular just wanna try it :]

problem is i don't have any materials yet
im planning to buy thou~
good thing is that mom gave me my own portable
sewing machine
not that fabulous thou~
but still mom gave this to me :]
BELATED HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY
before i forgot:]

back to the topic...
i'm currently making plans
patterns
etc.
so wish me luck
XDDD

weeeeeeeeee i'm soooo uber excited na
sana makagawa na ako ng isang malupit na project


first project will be a pajama:]
a simple one
i'll post it here pag tapos na:]
lazy-ness layuan mo ako!!!
PLOX!!!
XD

iban's birthday

i'm still alive:))
and still working with my critic papers
and still having prenatal blues~
just kidd'n!

this blog entry is about
the month-long celebration of iban's birthday
kyahahaha~

january14 was kuya jaynard's birthday(lalang)
XDDD
january 16 is iban's
january 17 is kuya bear's

but we've celebrated iban's birthday
nung 16 and 17 wehehehe
i've just realized na nakakaumay pala kapag araw2 birthday:)
tapos inuman pa?!!
*charing!*
XDD

wala na ako masabi...
back to work!
aye aye cap'n!

new pet: POCHI

nuff of my stupid blog entries...
im being soooo stupid lately huh?!

well...
i have a new pet
it's a fish~ a flower horn
a pink one!!
we named HER pochi
cute huh!!!
XDDD

i got that name from my friend
he once had a flower horn too~
it was named Pochi..
but unfortunately he died~
LMAO

hmmmmn~
i just hope Pochi will give luck to my studies eh?
LOL

random-ness : wanted BOYPET

hmmmmn~
may naisip na naman ako...
patuloy na naman ang dagsa ng mga
walang kakwenta-kwentang bagay sa utak ko~

dahil sa pressured na talaga ako
parang bakang pinalalambot sa pressure cooker...
naisip ko na dapat kung mag bo-boy friend
ako dapat yung matalino na!
para sya na yung gagawa ng mga home works ko!
diba?
ang alino ko talaga eh...

kaso naisip ko rin,
sa panahon ngayon
mahirap nang makahanap ng matalinong lalake
kaya wala din...

hahahaha
nababaliw na talaga ako...
san kaya ako makakahanap ng matalino at masipag
na boyfriend?
aso ata kailangan ko?
LMAO

random-nes galore part2

i've just finished my summary...
i got to do my critical analysis then...
but i don't know how...
which makes me go crazy and think of several things...

am i really an earthling?
what if...i'm an ALIEN?
kyahahaha~

i've always believed that i am a female yellow alien...
why yellow?
nothing in particular...
i can be a pink alien...
whatcha say?
XDD

i've been thinking that...
what if i'm not an earthling at all...
ow did i already said that?
wutteburr~

and if i am not an earthling...
then, what kind of life form am i?
hihihihi

if ever i'll be given a chance to transform into something...
i think i'll be...
....
an alien!
ROFL

aliens are cute right?
they're cute for the sense that they're
very different from y'all earthlings out there...
they're unique~right?
kind'a creepy and slimmy?
LOL
my stupid imagination gone wild...

i wanted to express myself ever since...
the real me...
but somehow, i got tired of it
and found out that i'm just plain and simple...
nothing to be proud about...
i'm just yarr typical girl~
maybe you'll hate or love.

i'm just plain and simple
like the other girls out there...
they sleep, eat, study, and dream like i do

when i was still young...
i did not think of anything but myself,
but as i grew old...
i've became more conscious with my surroundings...
with the so called norms
the do's and the don'ts
my behavior has been modified...
meaning to say... i've learned!

my points of view and how i look at life...
they've changed as well.


if i am about to introduce myself....

nikki is basically a fun loving girl...
PLAIN AND SIMPLE~ don't forget that one.
loves pink so much
loves strawberry sundaes and strawberry cream frap
nikki has a heart for animals~
obsessed with bunnies
a self proclaimed alien
one lazy ass
nikki is sooo random~
a crybaby!
a brat...

when it comes to love...
i can assure you that i don't know much about love
for when i was still kind'a young...
i focused more on stupid things such as:
arts, music, friends, movies, foods, latest, fashion, etc.
you see?
i never ever thought of this LOVE thinggy...

i thought that this LOVE thinggy are for adults ONLY
that i must keep my butt out of that matter...
i've never loved someone...except my family and friends.

it's hard for me to trust someone who says they love me...
'coz honestly i don't know if they really mean it or what.

but you know what?

lastely...
my world became topsyturvey all because of this so called love.
i dunno if i'm in love for i really dunno what love means...
but it feels right...

whoa...
do aliens have feelings?
do they fall in love?

i do believe in the possibility that aliens do exists~
for there are no alien issues if they're just some
stupid made ups...
"kung walang apoy...walang usok"
make sense huh?

and to sum this stupid blog entry
hell yeah~
i'm NOT making any sense at all
i'm super stupid talaga!!!
XDD

well all i can say is that...
it's not always..to see is to believe...
why not try... to feel is to believe?
or to taste is to believe?
kyahahahaha!!!

i'm still confused if i'm a human of any sort or what
i'm kind'a confused as well~
if i'm weird or i just plain...
if i'm senseless or full of sense?

wutteburr
i'm still me..
even ifi'm an earthling or what...
but still i wanted to do something...

i wanted to eat!!!
owwww hungry nikki!!!!

random-ness galore

i miss blogg'n
weeeeeeeeeee~
it's so nice to blog
uhmmmmn~

whooooa here it comes again
my random thoughts
shuuuu~
get away from me

*ROFL*

+FIRST ROUND+

okay here's the deal...
why are there these so called crossroads?
not the literal crossroads or intersection of roads!!!
what i mean is that...

"why does a certain creature have to pass our lives?"

does destiny really exists?
and if so...
what's its difference from coincidence and accidents?


kyaaaaaaaaaaaaah~
get off of my mind
you silly thought!!!!

so back to the topic...
huh?!!!
do we have any topic here?
it's random~
*ROFLOL*

i used to believe in destiny...
but as time goes by,
i've realized that there are no such thing as destiny.
there are also no such things as coincident and accidents
for the fact that everything and anything in this life has its own purpose.
everything and anything happens for a reason...
~and that particular reason...i dunno!
and it's making me crazy!!!


+SECOND ROUND+

i have so many "WHAT IFs in life"

what if i didn't do this?
what if i did that?
what if i tried this?
what if i did not?

and i've found out that i must not let opportunity pass me by
to avoid these what ifs...
live life to the fullest indeed~

"opportunity knocks once"
-but...do we have to take all these opportunities in life?
what if it'll cause us harm?
(ZOMG!!! i'm back with my what ifs...AGAIN!)
LMAO
well..i just have to avoid having these what ifs 'coz they're not healthy at all...
they somewhat makes me regretful of something!
demmit!!!


+THIRD ROUND+

"why do people cry?"
is it healthy?
is it bad?

what is being expressed when we cry?

well...i admit that im'ma cry baby!!!
"madali akong umiyak"

whenever i watch a drama flick~i cry
whenever i get teased~ i cry
whenever i get hurt~ i cry
whenever i get scolded~ i cry
etc. etc. etc.

and i'm super used to it...
but sometimes it makes me wonder why am i such a cry baby...
sometimes...i don't even know why am i crying...
it's weird~i know.

my mum once told me to stop crying...
i replied by saying: "how can i?i can't! it keeps on flowing outt'a my eyes..."
*sigh*
it seems that i can't control my feelings..
am i emotional?
i dunno~
and i don't want to...

i want to stop crying...
but i can't.

"ayoko nang umiyak...pagod na ako sa kakaiyak...kung may isang pool siguro napuno ko na...mula bata hanggang nagyon lagi na lang akong umiiyak...maga na mata ko masakit na puso ko...ayoko na!"

so i was like thinking why do people cry?
i still don't know the answer...
maybe...that's just he way it is....
and i have to live with it...

yays!!!!
i'm frigg'n starving!!!
i'll be eating na...
whoaaaa~
these random thoughts are making me hungry like hell
hahahaha

funny...