NOVEMBER 28 '08

im back...
it's been a while...
my mouse got busted!!!
harhar
new mouse in the house!!!
thank you!!!

what can i say?
what should i say?

oh! about FRIDAY!
that was FUN!!!

we decided to celebrate something~
XDDD
but sad thing is that we're only 4
namely: jelo,claire,moi and iban...
boo-hoo the others didn't came,
but that was okay!
we still did have a great time~

after that we went off to school
but we're totally late
so we decided to head off aning's house...

that's it...
wahaha!!!
all i can say is that we're fine
we're all fine!

happy birthday to moi

it's my birthday today!!!
and ate jas' birth day too!!!


it's not actually my birthday~
but let's consider it that way!!!

im so happy...
i know it'll just be an ordinary day
but who knows?
XDDD

im more excited for tomorrow...
i just wish that it'll be a blast tomorrow!!!
me and my BFFs are planning
to hang out @ grace's place...
food trip and everything....

i am super excited~
looking forward for tomorrow's celebration

weeeeeee!!!
uber joy!!!

my thoughts....

i am emotionally disturbed!!!
agree?!!!
LMFAO

i am once again...
assigned to...
*drumrolls*
VALSCI~

and what can i say?

demmit!!!
it really hurts on my part...

kyahahaha!!!
yebah!
i am bitter~
so what?!
kiss my ass and die sucker!!!

i have to burst this shit out
or else...
i'll DIE!!!


i am indeed bitter for what had happened!!!
'coz i was the frigg'n one who wrote down are names
to be assigned at MALINTA NAT'L HIGH SCHOOL
but i was the one who was not assigned there!!!
i mean...
"HELLO?! ARE YOU KIDD'N ME OR WHAT?
IT'S ABSOLUTELY NOT FUNNY!!!"

i hate it
i hate it
i soooooo damn hate it!!!!


why is this happening to me?!
i really wanted to have my observations
at MALINTA NAT'L HIGH SCHOOL(for a change)
but demmit!!!
i was AGAIN assigned to VALSCI...
even though i've strongly disagreed to that idea...
grrrrrrrr~
why oh why!!!
why can't my professor understand me!!!

i'm NOT saying that i don't like it there...
i just DON'T feel the vibes~vibrations?...
if you know what i mean...
j:k

but what can i do...
yeah right...
accept the fact that i am once again assigned there...
i have to do my job
and be obedient enough to observe there...
*sigh*

aja patatas nikki!!!
gambatte gambatte gambatte!!!
it's yarr frigg'n damn f*ck'n fate~

why am i soooo UNLUCKY?!
i hate it...

*sob*

updating once again!!!

hey im back
did y'all miss me?
LMFAO
i know...
you DON'T
LOL

what happened?
i'm super busy...
y'all knew that!!!

friday...
we've got bonding moments as usual...
it's scheduled every friday~lamebrains!!!
it was really FUn
wacky...

thank God we got home
safely!!!

yeah about the webcam thinggy...
it's all fixed!
im NOT dumb!!!

NOV.22~that was my bro's birth day
so HAPPY BIRTH DAY kuya!!!

what else?
i think that'll be it...
ADIOS~

updating my accnts.

UPDATING!!!
yes i've been out for a while...
what's up world?
XDDDD

recall...
my last blog entry is about FS stupid services...
what the hell?
it's already NOVEMBER 19?!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!
ALL THANKS TO SMART BRO'S DISCONNECTION
DAMN-NESS!!!

well MONDAY...
MONDAY was a great day!!!
me and my girls hang out!
that was really FUN
though~
my akai ito got really MAD at me
'coz im such a biatch!!!
i'm a badass yellow alien!!!
i'm super duper sorry akai ito
don't leave me PLOX
HUH!!!!

well... let's not talk about it
'coz we're a-OKAY na!!!!
as-in!!!

i think there's no more updates...
i hate my subjects
they're all exhausting...
it's killing me BIG TIME
huhuhuhuhu~

im sooo GLAD to be back!
*hugs*

demmit MAINTENANCE

what's with the world?
i mean...HELLO?!
almost 2-days of MAINTENANCE?
hell-yeah i'm talking about friendster's POOR services!
demmit!!!
XDDD

i cannot access to friendster!
and it's almost 2days...
just when i needed to contact some of my friends there
grrrrrrrrrr

right now...
i'm pretty busy with my MYYEAR.BOOK.COM. accnt.
try it!
it's FUN!!!

that's all...
demmit FS

Happy BEErday MARICON MAE

weeee i'm fine...
don't worry...
i'm still me
LFMAO

happy birthday maricon mae
thanks for the food
weeeee children's party ba ito?

honestly i was really happy
for i experienced being a child once again
LOL

i mean with all that chinese garter...
agawang buko
batuhang buko
blah blah blah
that was really funny~
though~ i enjoyed it a lot!!!

thanks to aning for her special participation
my daxz and L9 barkada
some biosci pipz
i love you all!!!

ang saya ng buhay~
b'coz of you all
hmmmmn~
ang masasabi ko lang ay:
"hindi ako lasing...nahihilo lang ako!"
demmit!!!
XDDDD

back to school!

my sembreak is almost over...
i mean ALMOST...
'coz tomorrow is our first day of classes
for the 2nd semester...

i'm still kind'a lazy to go to school...
though~ ther's this part of me that wants to.

actually...
i had been longing for my
classmates/friends...
basically they're the main reasons
why i am still eager to go to school...
my school life would be dull with 'em!
without my Daxz and L9 barkada!
i lalabshooo all!!!

so see y'all tomorrow minna!!!
i'll be waiting...
'til tomorrow!

RANT: i hate our schedule!!!
demmit!!!!

hackers=dummies

what about hacking?
is it fun huh?
i dunno...
for i am not a hacker~
LMAO

na-hack kasi diba sila:
cool at dongrory sa +EMO+ na group
hmmmmn~
if ever ma ha-hack ako...
okay lang siguro...
wala naman kahit na anong special sa account ko sa FS eh
kaso pati ba naman ym at DA
na hack?
tsk3
malas lang...

then kaninang morning...
na ka chat ko si aries
oo the great aries~
i mean aries the great pala!!

discussion about sakanya and brock..
aba malay ko!!!
malay ko kung bogus nya si brock o bogus sya ni brock
kung sino man ang pilot o bogus...
wala akong alam!!!
XDDD

then pinabuksan nya yung FS nya sakin
d ko naman nabuksan...
sabi nya baka daw na hack...
ewan ko~
malay ko kung isang career move lang yun
XDD
pero pina-plug ko a rin
at kasalukuyan kong pinopost sa lahat ng groups
na na-hack nga ang accnt. nya
yun lang...

natatawa ako...
bakit ba nauso yang mga hack-hack na yan...
genius ba ang mga hackers?
nah!
mga idiot sila...
nagtatago sa likod ng computer...
mga faggots!!!
XDDD

Today's Menu of Good Music

listening to good music...
today's menu:

HALE
YEAH WHAT"S SO WRONG WITH HALE?
DAMN YOU ALL!!!
hilera
sandwich
sugarfree
paroky ni edgary
LMAO
paramita
pedicab
greyhaundz
tame the tikbalang

feeling OPM huh?!
yeah~
i miss being an avid fan of OMP bands...
i mean the real thing...
not those so called PA-POGI BANDS
i hate them!!!

missing the 90's rockscene

got nothing to do as usual...
so i opened the pc...
hmmmn i was browsing the net...
fs/multiply/photoblog/blogscene etc.

then, i opened the speaker...
i seldom do that for i wanted a quiet surrounding...
though...i still opened it
kyahahaha!!!

i started browsing for wolfgang and the youth's songs...
wahahaha!!!
i miss'd those bands fo'real!!!
i can still recall my elementary days...
*giggles*

super hot talaga ni basti right?
*right and left pa!!!*
o sige pati na rin si dong abay...
XDDDD

so ended up sound tripp'n the whole day!!
hmmmn~
i was just wondering where are those great bands na ba?
i miss the 90's rock scene...
compared today...
the music industry today is really healthy...
a lot of bands here and there...
BUT they're not at great compared to the 90's...
sob
papogi bands nga daw eh~
nakakmiss tuloy...

me and my SHADEZ

ever since...
i really love shades!
it helps me to hid my fugly eyes!!
yeah yeah yeah!!!

but i don't collect 'em...
'coz of my negligence i've always lost 'em
booo-hooo!!!

but last sunday i've bought myself a new one
from eye channel!!!
it's kind'a expensive for a shades...
but who cares?!
i love it!
and yun ang mahalaga!
right!!!



someone told me that it doesn't suits me...
nah
i don't think sooo...
go on and do your frgg'n thang sistah!!!
i'm not affected at all!!!

me and my mum

this is a NOT so late post..
XDDD

me and my mum
are really close!
hmmmn~
goi'n to the mall is our recreation...
shopp'n-eati'n!!!
LOVE IT!!!

we super love eat'n
here are some photos from our last
bonding moments...
from red ribbon to pizza hut

i want to be REAL

hmmmn this is kind'a embarassing though...
i'll be blogg'n it...

i hate it!!!
i uber hate it!
i hate myself!
i hate my so called NOT BEING SHOWY!!
i just hate it!!!

why can't i just burst it all out?
why oh why oh why!!!

it's really hard for me to express my true feelings...
i just think that...
if i do so...
i'll be a weakling!!!
nyahahahaha!!!

ever since...
i've always kept my real feelings inside...
for example...

when i'm happy...my face is still neutral...
no reactions at all!!!
whoa!!!

same when i'm annoyed or pissed...
my face is still the same!
what the heck?!

i want to show them that
I'M STRONG!!!
but it's really hard...
whew~

i'm sooo sorry ______.
i really wanted to show you that i lalab joo...
but i just can't!!!
SORRY

moi song for joo!!!

Can't Smile Without You- Barry Manilow

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who would have believed that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile

Can't Smile Without YOu- Barry Manilow

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you


i lalab thish song
go on laugh at it
i hate you
demm't!!!!

joo are moi AKAI ITO

have you recalled?
i've once called you my AKAI ITO...
indeed you are...

honestly i don't believe in such things...
though...
i still hope.

actually, i avoid using such term...
until you came...
i just wish that you're the one...
my akai ito.
akai ito... soul mate...
do they really exist?
it's kind'a hard for me to believe in such myths...
though, there's no harm in believing!

Akai ito..it was said as the RED STRING OF FATE...
do you believe in fate?
do you believe in destiny?

-belief originating from Chinese legend. According to this myth, the gods tie an invisible red string around the ankles of men and women who are destined to be soul mates and will one day marry each other. According to Chinese legend, the deity in charge of "the red thread" is believed to be Yuelaothe old lunar matchmaker god who is also in charge of marriages.

"An invisible red thread connects those who are destined to meet,
regardless of time, place, or circumstance.
The thread may stretch or tangle,
but it will never break."
- an ancient Chinese belief

The two people connected by the red thread are said to be destined lovers, regardless of time, place or circumstances. It is said that this magical cord may stretch or tangle, but never break. This myth is similar to the Western concept of soulmates or a twin flame.
The legend has since also become a popular myth in Japanese culture and other East Asian cultures.

you are my soulmate..
i dunno how far we'll go...
but one thing is for sure...
i'll do anything to keep you~my AKAI ITO.

uber love FOOD~dunno how to COOK

food food food

i soooo love 'em
i love to eat...
who doesn't?
kyahahahahhaha!!!
XDDDD

but..
i dunno how to!
that's why i envy those who are good with it.
i think they're very blessed!

yeah...there are tutorials here at the net
though...
i'm a self-proclaimed slow learner.
hell-yeah!!!

i thing it's very laborous and
a very tiring work to do
though
i love to watch cooking shows.

i'm an avid ka-toque fan
shhhhhhh~
kyahahhahaha!!!
funny huh?
YEAH!!!!
i'm a FAN!!!
i make it a point to watch their show @ QTV11
shhhhhhhhh~

nah...
i just enjoy their show...
'coz they're like uber good friends,
enjoying their thang together...

i also love chef Rob's show at the same network
for me....
guys who know how to cook
are uber~ HOT
i fancy them....
kyahahahaha!!!
i dunno...
but they look so damn cool while cooking...

ohhhhhh~
envious moi
XDDDD

missing u

MAGTATAGALOG AKO!!!
hell-yeah!!!

hmmmmmmmmmmmnnn...
miss na kita!!!
OPO!

alam ko...hindi ako mabuting bata.
lagi kita ni-aaway at ni-aasar...
kaya nga sorry naman!!!

dang hirap ng buhay pag wala ka!
totoo nga...
saka mo lang malalaman ang halaga ng isang bagay/tao kung wala na sya...
haysssssss!

hindi na ako makahingi ng tulong sayu,
wala ka namankasi dito eh.
mas magaling ka nga sa akin...
IDOL nga kita diba?

ayun,na corrupt yung memory card ng cp ko...
at tulad ng dati...wala akong alam!
pero atleast dahil sa pangangapa~ay nakapa ko naman
pano aayusin to!
ngayong wala ka na...
kahit mahirap ay natututo na ako sa sarili ko...
at hindi humihingi ng tulong mula sa iyo.

ang tagal pa kasi ng balik mo...
next year pa ba?
o baka sa next next year pa?
malungkot nga dyan...
pero gawin mo ang lahat para maging/manatiling masaya.

hanggang dito na lang kuya....