Tuesday, March 31, 2009

PHIL.YOUTH CONGRESS


*updating*

march 07 syempre yun yung seminar namin sa marikina:]
at yun ang ikwe2nto ko...XD

so si kimpo yung na una sa malanday then sunod-sunod na ayung pag-dating
auko namang sabihing si pete ang pinaka last na dumating:]

dinaanan namin si Je_lo sa karuhatan then we're on our way na...
exciting kasi walang nakakaalam kung pano pumunta sa venue
ang meron lang kami ay kapirasong pamaypay na dun nakasulat yung
instructions kung paano mapapad-pad dun sa marikina hotel na yun...


so far so good...
pero
pag dating sa aurora nawindang ang friendships ko
na imbes sumakay ng SSS village
sa CUEGO kami nasakay dahil dun sa manong barker
tinaranta kami ng bonggang bongga
napasakay tuloy kami...
huhuhuhu

ayun binababa kami sa river side tae!!!
river side hotl
eh ang hinahanap namin ay marikina hotel!!
napaka galing!!!
so in short LIGAW na naman!!!
XDDD

pag dating sa venue haggard na kami
pero effect lang kasi medyo okay naman:]
yun lang kakagutom
ang daming naglelecture ang tagal tagal
na halos di ko na ma appreciate dahil
ang daming tao...

haysss
sana pala di nalang kami sumama
pero wala eh nandun na kami eh~

mas amrami pa nga akong maikwe2nto
yung pano kami nakarating at nakauwi
kaysa dun sa lecture
kasi wala:
BORING!!!

so nung uwian na
matapos ang mahaba-habang camwhoring ng mga friendshipsXD
grupo-grupo pa rin
and we've decided to stay with our group...
kaso malas...
kung kelan pauwi na at nag iisip ng gala
saka naman nawala yung walllet ni tooot
hayss diba ang badtrip?!
na humantong pa sa madramang iyakan
LMAO

wala eh nawala na eh
so para gumaang ang loob ng bawat isa
inisip na lang namin na
buiti at yun lang ang nangyari
at walang nangyaring masama samin...
makes sense diba?

so dun lang nagtapos ang isang sabado namin
na sana pala iginugol ko nalang sa pasok ko tuwing sabado
para mas natuwa pa ako diba?
haysss yaan na nga

after ko itong i post sa blog ko
idedelete ko na tong memory na to sa utak
ko

in
3
2
1

*boom*
[memory deleted]

Friday, March 13, 2009

Goodbye



"One day your life will flash before you very eyes. Make sure it's worth living."

--i say: indeed, lahat tayo ay mamamatay...
sabi nga nila: UNA-UNA lang yan.

yesterday...
i was with ****, when someone text'd me saying:
"uy si ****** ******* patay na...naaksidente sa motor."

i was really shocked...
i cannot even comprehend.
at that very moment i felt empty...
i sob'd for the fact na meron na namang namatay...
sa batch namin 3 na sila...
nakakalungkot.

nag-flash back sa mind ko yung mga scenes na kasama namin sya,
masaya-makulit-ayos!
mamimiss ka namin~
--------------------------------------
to Lon:

"ikaw...
ikaw yun first crush ko nung high school~
naalala ko lang...
makita pa lang kita naninigas na ako...
i am really thankful at naging classmate kita at nakilala kita
~kahit napipikon ako kapag kinukulit mo ako...
ayos lang :]

hindi ka namin...
hindi kita...
malilimutan~

goodbye Lon!"

(your journey ends here...t.c kung nasan ka man)

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

nikki:miserable

LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!
random thoughts....
once again...

back ground music: random
from HALE| SUGARFREE| MARYZARK

their songs mean so much to me...
memories and all~
but i've found out that it also mean a lot to him
and it makes me SICK~

maybe that's why i'm feeling this kind of stupidity!!!
demmit!!!

maybe he's the reason why i'm still having my flus and coughs
huhuhuhuhuhu

maybe he's the reason i'm feeling this excruciating pain

i can't hardly believe him!!!
he's so damn ridiculous!!!

bringing about the past?
i don't care if it doesn't mean anything to him
~but it does mean something to me...

some people just can't move on huh?
why can't they just stop lurking with their past?
i can't believe him man!!!
darn it!

yeah i know...
insecurity kills...
but he's the one responsible for giving me such discomfort!!!

it's as if i was slapped on the face!
like:

guy: hey! look at this~blah blah blah!!!im so frigg'n happy there!!!ENVY ME 100x
me: oh yeah? really? i wish you both happiness in life~just shut the fcuk up!!!

kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!!!
kill me instead!!!

XDDD

i don't wanna talk about this anymore...
it's killing me BIG TIME
so this will be the last...
i'm soooo much disturbed uh?

jealousy

"jealousy is the pain which man feels from
the apprehension that he is NOT equally beloved by the person whom he
entirely loves."

wow watt'a quote!!!
but that's true...

i've never felt this way before...
am i jealous or what?

but that's true...
i'm afraid~
afraid of this feeling...
the feeling of being cheated and neglected
that's why i trust no one...

demmit
but now i'm experiencing it!
and trust me...
it burns!!!
XDDD

hahahaha
i'm talking nonsense again
i hate it!!!


grrrrrrrrrrrrrr
im uber jealous that i wished him dead meat!!!
am i bad?
am i bad?
rawr!!!

now that i've experienced this fck'n feeling
i'll never trust him ever again!!!
i swearrr~uuuuuu

i hate you!!!
how dare you!!!
how dare you....?

nikki SABOG MODE

this past few weeks...
i've been very busy
as usual...
i seldom attending cons na nga eh
*sob*

i even hardly touch this computer!!!
hell-yeah!!1
kaya ko palang mabuhay ng walang computer?!
just kidd'n!!!

pending pa rin yung mga school works ko
kasi si NIKKI ay tamad!!!
bakit ba di ko maalis sa katawan ko ang:
KATAMARAN!!!

ang bilis ng araw...
malapit nang magbakasyon~
then fourth year na kami...
tapos nun ba-bye na...

salamat na lang sa ala-ala...
teka~
MALAYO pa...
pero abot tanaw ko na!!!

harhar
itatawa ko na lang
sabog ako ngayon!!!

updating

shemeney!!!
im back!!!
niLULUMOT na ng bongga ang blogspot ko!!!
updating!!!
*processing*

har har
now ko lang ulit nabisita 'to
nakakexcite naman!!!
XDD

anak ng kamote!!!
talk'n shit again?!
XD

january pala last post ko
anong PETSA na?
march na...
BUSY parin ako!!!
huhuhuhu~


bakit ba ganito ang COLLEGE LIFE?!
masaya naman
kaso...
kaka-haggard!!!

okey tapos na 'to

-END-

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colors...it's colours!!!