dancing disaster: NIKKIKOMIKKI

i am currently confused and feel'n down today...
i know...that i don't have any talent...
i also know what is singing/acting/dancing...
BUT!!!
i dunno how to...
i just can't.

'coz it's thursday,obviously we would be hav'n our literature class.
we all knew that we're about to have an activity...
and it's all about DANCING~
WTH?!
of all the activities!
WHY dancing?
why oh why?!!!
i just can't take it!

i can neva'h imagine my self dancing in front of the crowd!
i just can't...
i was like OMG!!!
i can't!

FIRST ROUND
our prof ask'd us to interpret the song..
*i dunno the title of that frigg'n song*
all i knew is that...
I DON'T WANNA DANCE
'coz
I CAN'T DANCE
plus
I'LL just LOOK LIKE AN IDIOTIC DANCER
LULZ
(that's why i remain'd put and still)
random thoughts are floating inside of my mind.
i just want this very moment to fade...
ROTFLOL

SECOND ROUND
we're about to dance with the group with our own emotion
BUT!
we would be graded individually.
our said emotion must be: HAPPY
i thought i would be able to dance...
'coz it's by group...
but still...
I FAILED!!!!
(i just stand there...while laughing at my other classmates)
im such a SUCKA'H!!!!
i suck'd BIGTIME!!!

THIRD ROUND
we were group'd again...
and luckily i was group'd with madame jeung!
(referring to: J-ROOM)
and at long last!
i did something right for the first time of my DANCING CAREER!
i dance'd with them...
and in that very moment,i felt really happy!!!
i felt good...
honestly!!!
NOTE
whew!before i forgot...
we have this homework where in we must interpret the given song...
my group mates are: Pete and Jeffrey
i was like OMG (for the second time around)
WOW dream team!!!
the song that was assigned to us was
UNBREAK MY HEART
WTH?!
how in the world can we ever manage to have our own step for that said song?
i just can't imagine it man!!!
we were soooooooooooooo damn mess'd up!

S.O.S
need HELP plox!!!
help us!!!
ROTFLOL

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after all of the things that i've said, thought and done...
it was all over!
the activity was all over man!
get a life!!!
LOL



i've fully recover'd
i had recorded all of my classmates' performances with my cam/cp...
but, i didn't recorde'd my own performance...
'coz i know it would only be a disaster!
arghhhhhhh~
anyways...
life must go on...
past is past...
so long and goodbye unhappy memories!!!
XDDDDDDDDDD

my pet/friend:IBAN

hai hai minna san!!!
i am blogging again...
this goes to my very good friend:
IBAN...
i dunno when or where i had met/know him
*memory gap strikes again*
ROTFLOL
one thing is clear...
i had known/met him...
and it's such a pleasure to have a very nice/loyal and cool friend like him.
*cheers*

honestly...he is very diverse compared to my other friends...
for he is just soooo HIM.
i dunno how to explain this but...
we really get along well!!!
we might not always have a great talk...but we're good!
thare may be bad times...
but there are also good times!!!
he's reliable even though he's not that showy,
i believe he does have many dreams...
don't be afraid to dream...
and reach for them...
(that might sound korni...but that's TRUE)

weeeeeee!!!
many thanks PARENG IBAN...for all the things that you've done...
(whatever that is...)
hahaha!!!
sorry PARENG IBAn...if at times i offend'd you...
and if at times...im sooo childish!
even more childish THAN you!
LOL
(i didn't mean it!promise!)
hahahaha!!!

we may NOT be bestfriends...
you might not also consider me as a friend XD
but i would always cherish the moments i've shared with you pare!
korni me strikes again!
XDDDDD

HELLcome nikkikomikki

hai hai minna san!!!!
I am blogging once again...and it's really different from my first blogspot...
'coz my previous blogspot focused mainly on my mushy-side XD but now i had over-come that part of me...
and with that i've decided to make another blogspot...
'coz for me blogging is a kind of SELF EXPRESSION.


With this as my first blog entry i'll be reminiscing my old blogspot...
and all my posts there!
it's for the LULZ
hahahahaha
*ROTFLOL*

i dunno but in some way...i miss my old blogspot and me...being mushy!
well...that's just NOT sooooo ME!!!
im always free spirited...but when it comes to my burnout i'm always...
in that sad kind of AURA...

but as i've said...
i've overcome that stage of my stupid life...
and now i feel so much ALIVE...
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
im FULLY ALIVE!!!


i'm currently thinking if i just have to delete/cancel
my old blosgspot...
but if i delete that accnt...
how would he know how much i *TOOT* him..
*LMAO*

nah...NVM...
i'm being mushy once again...
stupid me...
*toot* means LOVE
LOVE means being mushy
XDDDDDDDDDD


NIKKIKOMIKKI is moving on...
is moving forward and backward...
is making her step and hopp'n to the brighter side of her life...
it's a PROCESS.
i know...